Nineteen

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It's been a few days since that night. The hickey was still dark against my pale skin. I tried covering it in foundation but it was just too dark to completely cover.

I was mad at Jimin for leaving such a dark mark but I couldn't do anything about it. I was getting for school, putting on my outfit and doing my make up quicklybefore heading outthe door and to the bus stop which wasn't too far from my house.

I got onto the bus and listening to music on the ride to school, I wasn't tooexcited to go to school, I'd have to deal with everyone and their bullshit words.

I walked into school, going to my locker, putting my stuff away and then heading towards my larger than usual friend group.

The guys were all standing their forming a circle with Julia and Emily mixed in between. "Hi." I greeted them as I between Jimin and Jin. Jungkook was a few people away, he just looked at me and smiled before getting back to a conversation.

"Mhm, too dark to cover, hm?" Jimin slightly touched the mark on my neck. "Shut up." "That's not what you were saying the other night." He smirked.

"Well, I'd like to think i remember the other noght quiet clearly and from what I remember, nothing really happened between us, oh! Except for the part where you got hard from just kissing me but yeah other than that nothing really happened between us." I teased.

He got mad and turned away from me, scowling at his friends before listening and joining into their conversation.

The bell for first class rang and our group seperated, all of us going to out lockers to get out things then heading to first class and deal with the long boring day.

"Hey." Jungkook smiled. He had walked up to me before I could make it to my first class. "Hi Jungkook, how are you?" I asked him while slightly looking up.

"I'm good Brit, how have you been?" He asked in a sweet tone. I smiled to myself thinking of how fucking cute he sounded and looked today.

"I've been good." I paused then decided to tease him a bit. "Especially after that night with Jimin." I smiled, lookking away. I was too nervous to see what his reaction to be, but, I quickly looked up and saw a scowl set upon his face.

"Why do you have to bring that up?" He spoke angrily. "Why'd you let them make me go into that room with him, hm?" I asked. "You always get so jealous but then easily let another man do whatever he wanted to, to me." I sighed.

"Of course I didn't let him do anything too bad because I'm not stupid, but it made me think you didn't like me anymore." I spoke in a happily sarcastic tone. "Bye now Jungkook! Talk to you later!" I smiled and waved before walkig into my class.

I was annoyed I mean if you liked a boy and he said he liked you, would you be happy if he easily let you fuck around with another guy? I dont think so.

I walked into my class and sat in my usual spot, I was surronded by some people I didn't really like but it was fine, I didn't really care because in a few years they wouldn't remember my name so I wasn't too caught up in anything.

Some of the girls in my class hated me for literally nothing. And some other stared like I was an animal on display but I was use to this ever since people found out Jungkook and I talk.

Some people even knew Jungkook and I are fuck buddies but the rumor didn't spread too far.

The teacher taught while I thought to myself and zoned out of reality. I thought of everything thats happened recently like the whole thing with Jimin and I and how I was still a bit mad Jungkook so easily let me go.

It made me think about Jungkook and I, did he actually like me for me or me, just for the sex?

I knew Jungkook and I would have to talk about it at some point because while I was helplessly falling for him, he may only like me for one factor.

The day went by slowly but Jungkook and I had made plans to hangout this upcoming weekend. That's when I decided I should talk to him, about everything.

It'd be the best time to ask and see how he feels about me and to express my feelings and to figure out if I should give up on us and our 'relationship.'

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A/N

well theres your guys' double update yall wanted !

sorry it took a few days i just didnt know what to write in this chap, the other chaoter was written in like ten minutes lol

but i didnt want to update just once when i promised a double update.

also thank you soooo much for reading this story! i love reading your comments and seeing that u guy actively vote and stuff! thank you :-) its like encouragement for me to update sooner!!

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