Back for you ( #wattys2017 )

Chapter 33

Scarlets pov:

I watch as Niall gets out of the bed and leaves the room, not a single word, he just left. As I hear the front door close I break down crying, I can´t believe I let myself trust someone again, trust Niall again. I knew this would happen and I can´t even explain how stupid I feel for giving in to his charming manners, he got exactly what he wanted and he didn´t even have to put an effort into getting it, all he had to do is tell me he loves me and I gave it all to him, not a single thought of how bad it would hurt after. I stay in bed for another hour, not wanting Jason or Charlie to see me cry, but before I have the chance of getting out of bed Jason joins me "Are you okay?" he asks as he lays down next to me, wrapping me into a hug "How did you know?" I asked, avoiding his question "I saw him sneak out" he lowly says and another stream of tears breaks free "hey don´t cry, come on he´s not worth it" he tries but I bury my face in his t-shirt as the tears keep coming "Mommy why are you sad?" Charlies voice is heard from the doorway and I choke but Jason reacts quickly "Mommy´s sick today" he tells him and Charlie gets a worried look on his face as he climbs up next to me on the bed "Mommy I don´t want you to be sick" he´s laying ontop of my stomach and he has his head buried into my neck as I´m saying goodbye to Jason, promising I´ll call in sick and stay home with Charlie today. But just as Jason is about to leave the room we hear Charlie "Mommy did you get hurt?" he asks and looks up at me, confused I answer "No, why would you think tha..." I stop as the memory of Niall marking me last night comes to mind and I can feel my cheeks turn red "Oh uhm, yeah I got hurt baby" I tell him and blush even more as I hear Jason chuckle on his way out, but I could´ve sworn I saw something in his eyes just before he left, but I´m not sure what it was.
"It´s okay, we don´t really have that much to do today anyway, get better and I´ll see you tomorrow" Lou tells me on the phone and I let out a sigh of relief that she´s not mad. "Mommy" Charlie calls and I walk back into my bedroom "Yeah?" I ask as he´s still laying in my bed, the bed me and Niall was on just hours ago, I shake my head to rid it of the memories, the sooner I forget the better "I wanna see Niall" Charlie tells me and my stomach turns "We won´t be seeing Niall again honey" I tell him and turn to leave the room before he can speak but I can hear him following me "But he promised he would teach me" I can hear the disappointment in his voice and it hurts to know that even our son built a trust for Niall, who broke it without a thought.
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The next morning I´m forced to go to work, Jason wouldn´t let me take another day, telling me that it wouldn´t help me at all if I let Niall scare me away from this work. "Scarlet you´re back" Amanda squeals and I don´t know how to react, we´ve never really spoken to eachother and she doesn´t seem like she likes me that much "Yesterday was so rough, poor Lou had to do them all by herself and to top it all off she only had one hour to finish all five, she could´ve really used you here" she continues and my stomach drops, Lou said she had a calm day yesterday, why wouldn´t she tell me she would be stuck doing all five boys makeup in less than an hour? "Oh Scarlet, nice to see you´re better" Lou smiles as she enters the room, I gave her a weak smile but she can tell that it´s forced "She told you, didn´t she?" she motions over at Amanda and I nod "I don´t know why but I can´t stand that girl" she grunts and grabs my hand to pull me with her "We´re doing their make up again, this time for a meet and greet" she tells me and as Amanda begins to follow us she turns to look at her "Go get the boys" she tells her and another squeal is heard from Amanda as she hurries down the corridor.
When she arrives she´s followed by the five boys, Harry enters first with a sleeping Lux in his arms, Louis is next, a huge grin on his face, Liam comes next and he looks like he´s thinking about something important, Niall enters after and he´s looking straight at me, as Zayn enters last I head over to them "Zayn, Harry and Liam" I tell them without even stopping, Niall gives me a look but I ignore him "Scar..." he starts but I´m already half way across the room "What´s that all about?" Zayn asks but I ignore him too and he drops it, this is why I chose them, Zayn don´t care enough to keep asking, he respect my personal life, Liam is too occupied with other things to even notice and Harry has Lux so he can´t talk now either, I avoided getting Niall out of obvious reasons and Louis well he knows too much and I know he wouldn´t let me get away with not talking about it.
I finish just in time, another planned move, so there´s no time for Niall or Louis to come up and talk, they hurry out of the room and down to the meet and greet room. I´m told to stay incase they  need to fix something during the meet and greet. The entire time I´m there I can feel Nialls eyes on me and it´s taking everything within me not to break down crying, why can´t he just let me be, he´s already gotten what he wanted so why keep pushing me, hasn´t he done enough? As Jason enters the room I´ve had enough of Niall, I wanna hurt him just as bad as he hurt me and I know just how to, he may not feel anything for me but it´s gotta hurt at least a little to know I chose someone else, that he wasn´t good enough, so I walk straight up to Jason, pulls him down by the neck and kiss him, and before I know it I´m yanked away and a gasp slips my lips from the sight in front of me.

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