13~discrepancy of feelings

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I'm so bad at falling in love

Cause most of times i just fall

My feelings are wild and hard to control

As if love and feelings is all what that matters to me

And i can tell that is what i hate mostly about me

I want to be in love

Yet i always beg my heart not to fall

Whenever someone into my life walks in

And Yeah,i want to be loved

Yet i always ban my heart from falling

What a paradox you may say

This feeling makes me feel out of place

Cause somehow i know it is wrong

To fall in love with someone and you've got no idea how the end can be

Whenever i get distracted by this feeling

I feel my soul dirty up

Then i start reminding myself

That i should fill my heart with the most worthy and one and only
Lord <3

Ya Allah,keep me by your side and guide me

I beg you to light up my way
And the straight path show me

Cause i know this whole thing,should be done the right way only
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