Criminal(a joey graceffa fan fiction)

Change can be bad! right?

i woke up on the floor next to angel and joey ow my head hurts i must have fell or something i get up and go in the kitchen i grab a protein bar and some water I hear someone getting up I see angel appear at the door

R" good morning"
A" hia what did I miss"
R" Angel yesterday joey asked why I came but mikaila came before I could answer Im not sure If I should tell him"

(Angels p.o.v.)
I've always been the more popular of our group well we all were except Rachel she was always different if you didn't know her you would think she was a wired nerdy book nerd shy but still outgoing sassy oh and hipster just someone you would not want to hang out with or be friends with our whole group of 3 could have been popular but we chose Rachel she made the group funny and exiting with her wild mind and crazy stunts she wasn't afraid to be her self around us but others she was quite and shy always afraid of what others think of her scared of judgment she never really trust anyone fully I'm the only one she told her secret I don't know why she was so cool and crazy but then when around others it was like a whole different person I cant believe she was that crazy around joey but I think she just now noticed and is going into her shell

A" it depends on what you think"
R"no I'm not telling him

jwe hear someone coming I see joey walk in

J" hi girlanyas"
A" hey"
R" morning" she mumbled oh no there's her shell

she gets up and runs off to her room

J" is she ok I mean shes normally peppy"
A" shes parable tired still might not have slept well"
J" yeah whats for breakfast"
A" whatever you want"

(Rachels p.o.v.)
there's my shell its just trust problems or judgment problems I lay on my bed ughhh angel walks in

A" get dressed were going to get breakfast out and be peppy joey noticed"
R" fine but tomorrow I'm not doing anything but relax"
A" whatever"

I go take a shower I put on a cream and gray striped shirt and skinny jeans with my uggs I brush my hair and pulled on a knitted Bennie I do grey eye shadow I use chap stick I do my eyeliner and mascara I walk out I see joey have a shocked look on his face yea I can change fast so what I see angel pull him off

(Angels p.o.v.)

J" what happened to her"
A" shes afraid now"
J" what"
A" she has to tell you I cant I'm sorry its her secret"
J" ok well I'm going to talk to her"
A" shes not going to tell you, you have to get her trust"

we walk out I feel bad for Rachel she just gets so afraid of this kind of stuff she try's to be her peppy self and act like she doesn't care but it gets to her but it dose and it hurts her but shes strong I would have broke by now when we were in high school people who didn't know her were making fun of her calling her ugly and fat Rachel wasn't the skinniest but wasn't fat either but they thought if you weren't a stick then you were fat  which is not true Rachel has bad jeans so it was a struggle for her but look at her she looks great she got skinny I don't know how she did but she did and she is happy now but back then were hard times it was horrible to see her cry over it at our spot our group had a spot we went Rachel would always go I remember the day she almost broke her crush went up called her fat ugly and useless she almost broke but she didn't she became stronger she is amazing if only I could tell joey her struggle the only reason she doesn't is judgment and she doesn't want your pity on her

I walk in the living room I see them talking

J"come on tell me"
A" told you "
R" would everyone leave me alone Angel why would you even tell him now he wants my whole life story and I really don't need any more people knowing my old messed up life ok so let it go forget it forever its gone and over move on LET IT GO"

( Rachels p.o.v.)
I see mikaila and sawyer run out

S" we herd yelling everyone ok"
R" dandy"
A" lets go"

we walk out to the car I get in the back I slam my door why did angel do that she knows I hate that subject and she told him just a little to get him questioning me about my life a thing I put in past I don't need it but I still hold on to it like a heart broken lover holding on to the man she loves even if he left her her ok my past was not normal ok I was so fat and ugly no one left out that so I lost all trust I have I only trust Angel I told her everything but none of my friends could protect me from the abuse unless they wanted to get hurt poor Erica tried to stand up for me she got a punch in the eye I couldn't help them and no one could help me from the monsters of the school and teachers didn't care they only wanted to get grades in so they could get money no one helped me now I have problems with trust I'm always afraid they are going to call me fat or ugly or worthless I guess I take things too seriously too we get there I'm snapped out of my thought then I realize I crying

J" Rachel are you ok"
R" no"

I run to the bathroom I hear someone come in I see Mikaila and Angel run in

M" Rachel are you ok whats wrong"
R" just thinking about my past"
A" I'm so sorry I even told him a little"
R" what did you tell him"
A" he asked what happened to you I told him your afraid now he asked why I told him it was your secret"
R" why"

I soon clean up and we walk out

R" sorry guys"
J" its fine come here"

he motions for me to sit next to him so I do breakfast is good but I just want to come home

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OH so more of Rachel's past is coming out you'll have to wait and see the rest

<3 morgster2002