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Paris - Rosemary Rodriguez ★

     Let me introduce myself properly. My name is Paris -Rosemary Rodriguez. My parents are very high class people even though they live in the suburbs.  I'm from Brooklyn, New York but I was born in Paris on my parents 5th Wedding Anniversary.  That's why they named me Paris.

     I'm an only child but have lots of cousins on both sides . I have long thick curly hair and I'm Dominican/Black/White. My mother White/Dominican and my father Dominican /Black. I love to take pictures, but everyone always tells me their ugly and I should give it up. My dream is to become a famous photographer.  I want every one to love my photos but it'll never happen. Nobody ever takes a heavy set person serious. :'( 

                           ★Happy New Years ★

     Your so  ugly. .       Fatty. . .            I hope you rot in hell. . .

 Look at the fat pig. .            Your not gone get no where in life in

that size . . .          Death is calling your name. . .    Single is all you'll ever

be . .         Loose your gut. . . .        Keep eating because that's the only

    thing your good at. . .           Your gone eat yourself alive . . .

                    An Earthquake happens every time you walk . . .

      Go eat a twinkle . . .   Your to big to sit on a ride . .    

Can't fit in a regular size chair ? . .   Get off the plane your weighing us

down. .   Can you see your feet? . . .  Thunder Thighs . . .  I'll kill myself if

my butt was that big . . .      Your short and fat, you expect someone to be

attracted to you ? ? ?

     Everyday of my life I get pick on because of my weight and size. No one every takes the time to talk to me or see how I feel. All they ever do is judge me. My own family and friends are against me. Sometimes I think about dieing.  No one would care because everyone hates me. I have to fight for respect in this world.

      I have nobody but myself. Never in my life have I had a friend. When ever I eat, I just feel like throwing it right back up. I tried everything I could to loose weight but nothing happening.  I'm still 243 pounds.  It makes me sick to my stomach that I'm so big. You know that old saying 'If you don't love yourself than nobody will' ? Well listen here, I hate myself. I just should jump off a bridge and die.

The whole world would know I'm dead due to the big tsunami that'll occur.  But who'll care? My family would be happy, especially my parents.  I'm just a ugly umploopa. That's all I ever be ! ! !

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Just a little something from me to you. . .

Happy New Years 《2014》 - here we come

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Thanks for the support! ! ! ♥

~Alyssa ♡