When I cry book 2

The death

A month ago
Zanes prov
"Ok Zane I want to be on your best behaviour for this party " zianna my mum said as we drove down the road. In the car was me garroth vylad zianna and garte
"Ok mum" I said as I looked out the window and texting Travis my boyfriend we broke up then he took me back
"Zane get off you phone " my father said
"No " I said yelling at my father
"Zane god damn it " my father said as he tried reaching to me
"Garte " my mother screamed as we hit a car. I was safe cause I ducked
"Garroth vlad mum" I said as I looked around garroth and vlad were unconscious and my mother crashed through the window dead.my father got out the car and helped my brothers out to safety leaving me in the car
"Oh god" my father said as he saw me still in there
"Urghhh I can't move my leg " I said as he ran to me and ripped the door off and picked me up and ran to where my brothers were with the ambulance and other people looking at the cars that crashed
BAAANNNGGG the two cars who crashed exploded
"Noooooo" I cried as I saw them explode with my mother
Present time
Zanes prov
Time 12;34
"Zane come on eat something " garroth said as he handed me something to eat
"Garroth I'm not hungry " I told him again almost yelling
"Ok just know the food is in the fridge if you are hungry now dad will be late home and vlad you got to go to school tomorrow " garroth said acting like mum to make us happy. It worked for vlad but not for me
"I'm going to my room " I said as I walked to my room
"Ok Zane " garroth said as I slammed my door shut to block him out. He's meant to be my brother but all he does is remind me of mom I guess it's time to do it again
Graphic scene
I rummage through my draw looking for my blades
"Where are they I left two -three in here I didn't give them all to Travis did I " I thought as I found one of my blades
"I promised him I wouldn't cut and I was getting better but then I use makeup to hide the scares and cuts from him
"I'm sorry Travis " I said as I pulled my sleeve down and started cutting really hard blood was dripping down my arm
"Shit " I said as it dripped into the floor staining my white carpet
Geaphic scene over
"Zane " garroth said knocking on the door
"Um what a minute garroth " I said as I cleaned my self up and hid the blood stained carpet by piling clothes on the stain
"Ok you may come in now " I said as he walked in and dropped my cloths off on my bed
"Zane you ok your really quite " garroth said
"Yea I'm fine can Travis come round later " I said
"If he wants " garroth said as he walked out my room so I can text Travis to come over
Texts between Travis and Zane
Zane : hey wanna come round
Travis : sure be there soon
Zane: thanks babe
Travis : your welcome can I have a kiss when I get there
Zane : ok
Text messages end
One hour later
"Zane Travis is here " vlad yelled
"Send him up " I yelled back as Travis walked up the stairs rand entered my room
"Hey I'm here where's my kiss " Travis said as I kissed him. We never take it too far from a kiss unless we both want to
" so what did you need " Travis said as we sat on my bed
"Idk I wanted to talk to you about stuff " I said as he nodded in agreement
"I want you to drive me to my mums grave " I said as we walked out my bedroom to his car
"So to the grave yard " he said as I nodded and he drove us to the grave yard
The grave yard
Time 13:18
Travis prov
"I understand why you wanna go to see her but do we really have to do it every week " I said as we walked to ziannas grave
"Cause she protected me when I was younger from my abusinve dad and my bullies "Zane said as I nodded
"And did she help you with your cutting " I said a she stopped walking and looked back at me
"Um no you did " he said rubbing his arm
"Oh yeah I remember " I said as we made it to her grave
"Mum I know I can't here you but you can here me well how are you doing it's the fourth time I vistited you since the accident the man is in jail and dad is still abusive " Zane said as he started crying and I then stood next to him hugging me
"Hey it's me mrs romeave inn looking after Zane still and he's eating more and he's talking to more people" I said as I kissed his head
"We should go " he said as I agreed and we walked back to my car
"Hey you ok" I asked as we sat in my car
"Yeah I just can't believe it's been a month and I haven't gotten over her death" Zane said threw tears
"Shush it's ok" I said hugging him
"No it's not if I had gotten off my phone this wouldn't have happened " Zane said as I started driving us home. I don't want him to be alone with garroth vlad and his father I'm staying with him no matter what
"Hey ask garroth if I can stay round " I said as he gave me a worried look
"You know you can't " Zane said
"Ask him " I said calmly as he did
"He said yes as long as we stay in our room the whole time my dad is home so we have three hours till he gets there so " Zane said as we drove to his house
"Were home " Zane yelled as vlad ran out the house with Sacha
"Vlad what's wrong "I said to him
"It's dad he's home early cause garroth told him you were coming home with Travis " vlad said as Sacha ran to me and hugged me
"Where is he " zanes dad yelled
"Come on Sacha " I said as we ran to my car and drove off
Zanes prov
Time 14:09
"Zane where is Travis " my father yelled as me and vlad walked into our house
"What ever do you mean father " I said as we walked into the living room
"Don't play dumb with me he was coming here garroth told me " my father yelled as garroth came out the kitchen with bruises on him
"Garroth " me and vlad yelled