But time come so fast ..
Tik-tak Tik-tak Tik-tak
Parang kahapon lang 25 years old palang ako but now I'm 29 years old and 3 months to go I'm turning 30 years old. Whhhaaaaa 😱 My Mom always reminding me.
"Baby girl. What happen to you? Bakit ayaw mo pa kasi mag boyfriend para naman may makakasama ka. There's no wrong about having a.."
"Mom stop it please. I have lots to do look oh! (Tinuro ang tambak na paper works) I'm have no time to have that. Your wasting your saliva. Kung yan ay ginamit mo sa business kikita ka pa Mom."
"Manang mana ka talaga sa Dad mo. Parehas kayong walang time sa sarili nyo kaya hindi nyo na alam kung ano yung nawawala sainyo. Kasi puro nalang pera ang nasa isip nyo. MAGSAMA KAYO"
My Mom just walk out. Hayst (napakamot sa ulo)
Bakit hindi nila ako maintindihan all people needs money pero bakit ganito sila?
Flashback 2009
When I was 22 years old my parents get divorce.
In 37 years we live like a happy family.
Masayang masaya kami with my eldest sister and my younger brother.
Sabi ko nga yun ang ideal family ko.
But one day nasira ang lahat ng iyon ng dahil lang
sa pera at kapangyarihan.
My Dad decide to live with it. He always say to us 'more money , more power, more happiness you can get' while my mom wants to live in a simple way.
Kaya iyon.
Talagang nag hiwalay na sila. Sinama ni Mom sina Parish Mae at si King Sammuel sa America.
Samantalang ako mas pinili kong kasama si Dad dito sa Pinas.
Ang hirap lumaki ng broken family. I'm 22 at that time but still nasasaktan parin ako.
Yung nakikita kong araw-araw pag aalis ako papuntang work laging lasing si Dad at ganun din
ang naabutan ko pag uwi.
Nasaan ang 'HAPPINESS' na sinasabi ni dad 😓
END OF FLASHBACK
I don't wanna be like my Dad. Hindi naman sa ayaw ko sya but yung personality nya ang ayaw ko.
Lumabas ako ng kwarto ko at hinabol si Mom.
"Mom wait! I'm sorry" (sincere)
"Baby girl. I'm sorry din kung pati love life mo pinapakialaman ko na. But this is for you. Kaya ko ito ginagawa dahil ayaw kitang makitang malungkot. I see it in your face. Kahit I deny mo pa iyan. Kitang kita. So stop it baby girl."
"Mom.."
"Do it. This is for you. Ok you need to take a rest. 3 months to go your turning 30 na bahala ka tatanda kang mashonda. Hahaha joke"
"Mom naman eh."
"I love you Marian (inabot ang ticket)"
"What's this Mom?"
"My early gift."
"Mom I don't need it. I can buy my own ticket."
"Just used this. Gift ko yan tapos hindi mo kukunin?" --nagtatampo
"Sige na nga. Thanks Mom, I love you" -- niyakap
"I love you more baby girl."
