I remember all the good times we had, hiding under the house
When I was bullied you'd tell me to stand up for myself
We'd build pretend nest just to become scouse
I was horribly lonely so you played with delph
Dressing me up in your clothes and makeup
Your friends would call me cute, then kick me out of your room
I would always follow you around like a sick pup
One day you told me you were done and brought out your broom
My sister taught me the all the bad thing about life
She knew that I was too young to know about these concepts
It didn't matter to her that she was the one who brought me that knife
My mind is perverted, stuck on sex
To my teacher, my role model
You have such a good life right now, I guess ruining mine was worth it
My life doesn't matter anymore and everything is up to me to bottle
When I am stuck in a hole and all that comes to mind is how to slit
You have moved on and are just a blur
All that I have are rude comments, because I miss you
Every time you visit I look at you in disgust, because you're not her
My life was purple, but you've changed it to a permanent blue
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