Cast out of hell
They don't want me there
All I did was scream and yell
Beaten, bitten and scared
They said that here I don't belong
I was hoping that they were wrong
Cuz I don't have a place to go
My hell is buried underneath the snow
I'm bot welcome in heaven
Feeling like the 8th deadly sin out of 7
Like a black sheep or a white raven
I wanted to hold my friends closer now it feels like I've pushed them
Dear monster under my bed
Deer little demon inside my head
Have you heard my heart, it sings
But unfortunately I'm made of these wicked things
I'm afraid that everyone will go cuz most of them are gone
I found beauty in the stars cuz for me there is no dawn
God bless this mind
I'm watching their back but they've left me behind
My vows are sealed in my blood
You can't wash them, not even with a flood
I made a lot of poems, in some I don't mention still there I founded you
Honestly I don't have a clue
You may ask why
You can think that I lie
I let go what I felt before
I know that you don't belive me, but do you want us to speak less or more
Even if I'm across the sea
For some I will be here for eternity
I just don't want to lose those
To which I gave a rose
But never do what I have done
I forced it to rise now my morning has no sun
My words may touch your soul
They are just describing this poor mans hole
I've been reading books
I've been puuling out these hooks
But what does this life look
I won't pray to an angle
I won't sell my soul to a demon
I'll just welcome the ripper
He will end it all
Cuz silence long ago did fall
When the moment comes
When you do but do not sing
It's that I remember everything
