Jesse's POV
I was still folowing Lukas trow the forest and it was alredy night time and i was a bit confused to how the hell does Lukas know were to go trow this dense dark forest because lets be realistic here if i was Lukas i would be running to the oposite direction.The craziest thing is that wile running i saw a light coming from the midle of the woods and Lukas running torwards it...i wonder what there is over there...
As we entered the well lighted place i saw Lukas sitting in front of a beutiful pond full of various diferent flowers around it
"Wow...Lukas how do you know of the existence of this place?"
"I just quinda found it wile walking trow the woods to get us some food.."he said in a low voice almost a wisper
"Hey are you alright?"what a briliant question Jesse,of course hes not alright you dumb cunt"I mean of course your not i just thought that...look what i'm trying to say is watever is bothering you...you can tell me,im your best friend and you can tell me anything you know that right?"
Lukas POV
"Hey are you alright?I mean of course your not i just thought that...look what im trying to say is watever is bothering you...you can tell me,im your best friend and you can trll me anything you know that right?"
The word best friend made me cringe,i wish i could tell him everything but not this one...
"I know Jesse is just.......i cant really tell you this one............im sorry"
"What?Why?I thought we could tell each other everything no matter how embarasing"
"YOU JUST DONT UNDERSTAND...I CANT JUST TELL YOU EVERYTHING BECAUSE IF I DID YOU WOULDNT WHANT TO BE MY FREND ANYMORE and i dont whant that to happend ok..."I started crying again
"YOU KNOW WHAT IM OUT OF HERE WHEN YOUR READY TO TELL ME COME LOOK FOR ME BUT UNTIL THEN DONT EVEN LOOK AT ME"
"J-"i tried calling his name but he was alredy gone and i began crying much more to the point were i coundnt stand it anymore
"I never thougt i would be using you again old friend"an as i said those words i took my blade out of my poket,got my sleves up and sliced 2,3,4 cuts until my arm was full of them...then i did the same to the other and as i was just thinking of getting up my eyes beggan to fell hevy so i quikcly grabed some paper that i had in my bag and stopped the bleding before putting my sleves back down and falling asleep next to that beutifull pond.
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Im fucking sorry for being so late on updates ok IM FUCKING SORRY BUT IM NOT PERFECT,I NEED TIME TO THINK AND HAVE CREATIVITY OK.AND I ALSO HAD MY FUCKING TESTS ONE AFTER THE OTHER WITCH GOT MY BRAIN OFF.
AND WHEN I POST AUTHORS NOTES ITS JUST FOR YOU GUYS TO KNOW THAT IM NOT FUCKING DEAD BUT WAIT MAYBE I AM...........................................................................................................................................................DEAD INSIDE.
but thats all for now sorry for the late upload and ill try to ulpoad more often now that its almost x-mas and school is almost over(one more week)i promise that i will try to upload more and maybe even two times a day when school is over but thats really all for now
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Angel
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Jesse x Lukas
FanfictionLukas had a crush on Jesse since they had met each other but the problem was that Jesse was dating Petra and they looked so happy that Lukas didn't have the courage to tell him how he felt. What Lukas didn't know was that Jesse was about to break...
