COLD Girls meet COOL Boys

Chapter 4: I lived tha way

Rare's POV

"I mean yung, di mo kayang magmahal....may gagawin ka man o wala hindi mo pa rin makuhang magmahal" Napaisip naman ako dun sa sinabi nya...

"Well..bro, actually....para masagot ko yan...patapusin mo muna ako para hindi awkward" Even we're in in a middle of a serious talk...nagagawa ko pa ring magjoke....well totoo naman....naliligo ka sabay nagsasagot sa serious question? I don't think so....
Pagkatapos nun ay lumabas na ako para magbihis....
Pagkatapos ay pinuntahan ko na sya...

"As expected" Natatawa nyang sabi.....all black kase ngayon...

"Bro,parang hindi sanay? Kahit saan ako magpunta,black pa rin susuotin ko" Sarcastic kong sabi sa kanya....but I cut it off...

"Okay, serious talk....bakit ako ganun? Cause I lived that way" Sabi ko sabay ngiti ng tipid

"Huh?" Nalilito nyang sabi

"This is how it is...I received many love....my father really love me,my mom,everyone...I know it sounds not cool saying how my family love me but who cares? Ni minsan I wasn't curious about love...I tried to like someone but even how much I think about her,think about good thoughts of her,still I can't then,my mom died because she tries to make me fall in love....starting that day...I told my self I would never love someone,naging cold ako...I don't want something na hindi manggaling kay mom, I would never want anything and anyone from this world,all I ever want is my mom,but they took her from me, siguro hindi sa ayaw o gusto mo? Siguro dahil sa kung anong naranasan mo,
When you love something lalo  na sa someone,when you knew it was really for you,don't let it go, 'wag kang umasa sa 'kung talagang para sa'yo,para sa'yo' dahil kung aasa ka dun pwedeng maraming mawala sa'yo...
Kung aasa ka dun maybe you'll think na papakawalan mo muna total babalik naman sa'yo...what if kung hindi yun bumalik? Maghihintay ka sa wala? Hahanapin mo sya? Dum lang naman siguro lalabas ang 'hawak mo na,pinakawalan mo pa' ...
To be honest hindi ko alam kung bakit ako ang tinanong mo,but, you'll learn lessons from yourself...we're just here to advice you,to be with you,to guide you, to be happy with you,kaya yung break up nyo ni Kyra? Ayusin mo na yun once may lakas na loob ka na at tamang panahon cause you know what she really need? Space, but wag yung aabot pa ng limang buwan o isang taon yung space na ibinigay mo baka wala ka ng aabotan"

"Madadala na sana ako nun pero epal joke mo,pero salamat" sabi nya at natulog na kami.....

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Kenne's POV

"What's the reason?" Tanong ni Kade sa umiiyak na si Kyra...

"Yes, bakit ka nakipag break?" Tanong ko naman....

"I really can't help but to get jelous!" Sabi nya habang umiiyak

"Why? What's with him?"

"I tried so hard to laugh,to get stupid all the time, just to ignore those facking fans!" Sigaw nya...

"Okay na sana yung makipagselfie at pinipisil-pisil nya cheecks ni Haexin pero yung hinahakikan na sya pisngi! Sobra na yun! Alam naman nila about us! Why would they still do that?!
May mali ba akong nagawa sa kanila?!" Sumisigaw na sya sa pag-iiyak...sobra naman kase yun!
Binibugay namin gusto nila....we were never been rude of any cameras or sa kanila pero ito igaganti nila?! That's so facking unfair!