𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 ||𝐤𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭||

remind me to never...

A/N I'm sick, I have a very high fever. So I'm writing this. I'm gonna regret this.

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Remind me to never look for love online.

I used to think that it doesn't matter where you met a person - love can still exist.

I remember scrolling through my instagram, looking at a bunch of pictures. My thumb moved slowly, I was tired, but then I saw him.

Why was I following him again? All he did was post dumb selfies and cosplay pictures, but maybe it was his pretty face that stopped my fingers from pressing that "unfollow" button.

Who knows how long I would have looked at his face, if I wouldn't have noticed the city behind him.

It was my city.

Remind me to never text someone out of the blue again.

I don't know why I did it, I just wanted to know more about him.

Kenma: wow, you're from the same country as me!

Why did I do it again?

Kuroo: what, really? That's amazing!

I never expected a reply in all honesty, it made me happy, I was used to being ignored.

Kenma: yeah, I can't believe it!

Kuroo: maybe we should get to know eachother better? I feel like we would have a lot in common.

Kenma: well, I guess we could. You first.

Kuroo: well, my name is Kuroo Tetsurou. I am 17 years old, I have a step-sister and a step-brother, since my parents are divorced. I love drawing and playing the guitar. Oh, I'm also into anime and tv shows a lot. Though I don't live in that area anymore, I only come there during the summer break.

Kenma: you were right about us having a lot in common. I also love drawing, I love anime. Though, I have a weird obsession with books aswell. I'm Kozume Kenma, also 17.

Kuroo: we're gonna be great friends!!

Remind me to never stay up till 1 AM talking to a person I just met. I can't lie, Kuroo was very cheerful and interesting.

Somehow his cheerfulness travelled through simple messages and made my depressed self feel better.

How long was it gonna last this time? One month? Two? Whenever I talked to a person online, they would leave me and forget me after some time.

So I didn't hope for a lot.

Remind me to never talk about my past with a friend online.

Some time had passed and I couldn't help but open up. Kuroo was truly someone I started to trust. Maybe it was his reassuring messages that made me feel like I could trust him.

Kuroo: hey, are you okay? I saw your post...

Kenma: not really.. My parents are arguing again. I think I'm gonna have a panic attack.

Kuroo: calm down and breathe. I know what panic attacks are like. I have social anxiety myself, I'm here for you. You can tell me everything.

Kenma: i already thought about killing myself, but maybe talking to you is a better option.

Kuroo: please don't say that, I'll always be here for you.

I shouldn't have believed him.