IM SORRY

 I'm sorry I was mean when you when nice to me. I knew you loved me you told me everyday and now you're gone and i'm all alone. All because I was scared of the word LOVE. I would push you away every time you said the word. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you I loved you when knew I did, I loved you more than anything. We were best friends I was scared if I told you I loved you I would ruin our friendship. You saved me and died for me and I couldn't even say I LOVE YOU. I miss you so much, I wish I could hold you one more time I was stupid, I was dumb. I knew you loved me more than a friend and I knew I loved you more than a friend. You're all I have and your gone, I still go to your grave everyday after school, people still ask me if i'm ok I say yes even though i'm not. I want to die to be with you. Why

WHY

WHY

WHY

Why did the car have to skip the light.

Why did you push me out the way

You deserve to live and be happy

I LOVE YOU and now I can't even tell you that

I know we said if any of us die we wouldn't cry but I can't stop crying

Why did they pull the plug you would have woke up I just knew it