My Story with Mr. Vampire

Glen's POV part four

After blacking out, Rachel somehow seemed considerate of me.
Hindi ko alam ano ang nangyari pero nagkaroon siguro ng impact ang nangyaring masinagan ako ng araw...
Siguro narealize niya na how serious I am.
She decided to live with me.
I am happy though I was hurt that time, it convinced her.
She is with me.
But...
She doesn't seem happy.
I want her to be happy.
I want the woman I love to smile..
To laugh...
And if possible, to love me back.
Because if she wouldn't love me back, then...
This is my END.

She doesn't want me to drink blood...
And the only way I can survive without drinking human blood is that...
She must love me back.
I need to drink blood to survive..
But she does not want it.
And I will do everything for her.
I will do anything for the woman I love...
Even if it means that I will get my self killed because of that.
She is the reason of my being.
I'd be happy to die for her.
But please...
Just smile for me.
I know it is impossible because I turned you into a monster you hated.
But what can I do?
I am sorry, but...
I love you, Rachel.
I really do.
I did not know love could exist in a short span of time.
But it did.

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Few days she had been staying here.
She is still acting like a human.
She eats like a human and insist that I should eat as well.
I don't want to disappoint her.
I'll eat it if that is what she wants.
But somehow...
Human food taste good when I am with her.
I wonder why?

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Few weeks she had been with me already.
She is still turning her cold shoulder to me.
I don't know how to make her fall for me even though I am treating her well.
Even though I am doing all the things she wanted...
I am still in no luck.

"Gusto mo ba talaga mag-aral?"; tanong ko sa kanya.
I surrendered.
I cannot just endure her sad eyes and her cold treatment.
Tumingin siya sa akin na parang nagulat pero may hint ng tuwa.
That made me feel nice as well.
Tumango siya nang mabilis at sunod-sunod.
Maya-maya pa ay hindi niya an maitago ang ngiti niya.
That smile...
Is so appealing.
"Talaga? Kung sasabihin mo bang oo... E papayagan mo ako?";she asked excitedly.
"I have no other choice.";I answered.
"Yes!";she exclaimed.
She really looks happy.
"But you'll be on night class. Alam mo naman delikado sa atin ang mabilad sa araw.";ako.
She stiffened and looked at me with her weary eyes.
"O-ok lang sa akin iyon basta maabot ko lang ang aking mga pangarap.";she said hesitantly.
I wonder what made her act that way.
Is there something bothering her?
"Is there something wrong?"; usisa ko sa kanya.
"Kasi... Ah wala, wala.";nag-aalangang sabi niya.
She is hiding something from me.
What could it be?
"Tell me.";I insisted.
"Wala.";she denied again.
"Tell me.";it sounded more like a command.
I am curious and my curiousity kills me.
I want to know EVERYTHING about her.
Then I looked at her.
She looked scared.
I was wrong again.
Again!
I hate myself.
That is why she won't open up to me.
Because I am a scary monster in her eyes.

"Di bale na..."; I brushed off even though the cuirousity is killing me deep down inside.
"Ah... Iniisip ko lang iyung work ko.";biglang sabi niya, nahihiya pa.
I looked at her and waited for her to continue what she is saying.
"Kasi ayoko naman na maging dependent sa iyo as in dito na nga ako nakikitira tapos papag-aralin mo pa ako. Gusto ko ako ang magpaaral sa sarili ko pero Sa situation natin, hindi ako makakapagwork ng umaga at hindi rin sa gabi kasi sa gabi ako mag-aaral...";she was trying to imply her point and I get it.
"Sinong may sabi na ako ang magpapaaral sa iyo?";I answered.
She looks confused.
"Magtatrabaho ka para sa akin. Sa company ko. You can stay here. Work at home. Be comfortable. I'll pay you.";I added.
Nagpatangu-tango na lamang siya.
It was easier to convince now.
I am happy.

"By the way if there are two persons na magapproach sa'yo, siguro mga old enough na para maging magulang mo ang age nila. Tell me ASAP ha?";I told her.
I cannot give her a hint about our enemy...
But she must be aware na hindi mapagkakatiwalaan ang mga iyon.
"B-bakit? Anong meron?";usisa niya.
Oh no!
She had become curious.
"Hindi ko pwede sabihin ngayon but... Wag ka lang lalapit sa kanila.";I warned her.
She just stares at me.
I like her stares.