I'm Damaged Goods with a Shattered Heart

Family, Friends, Living, Death
So many things running through your head
Roaming around like they own it Marked your mind as their territory Leaving mental scars
Creating emotional holes,
Eating away at you
Using your biggest fears against you Have you wondering about your purpose here and why things happen the way they do
Have you wondering if its ever gonna be more out there than what you see Making you second guess anything and anyone that walks into your life Staring at a blank wall thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking repeatedly until it overwhelms your heart
In the dark, knees against your chest crying in silence
A prisoner to your own thoughts Restless, Helpless, Useless Words swirling around and around thinking it's all you'll ever measure up to
Ha funny, I keep mentioning you when its about me
The sleepless nights, the silent cries, emotional holes waiting to be filled Mental scars waiting to be healed
I'm in a war with myself and my all I'm giving
But the only problem with fighting yourself is that no one is winning