remigrate

xvi

oh marcy,

i saved up for that necklace, because i wanted our sixth month to be special.

i wanted to pamper you the way you deserved.

and when i saw you wearing it, something in my broke.

because even though i totally screwed you over, you kept it.

and no-one's ever done that for me.

and that's when i finally accepted the fact that i don't simply love you, but that I am in love with you, marcy, the girl that realized how much better off she would be without me in her life.

it's funny, because that's the whole reason our relationship crumbled.

i wasn't ready to love you.

so i freaked out.

i got drunk.

i ended up in bed with someone that i had never met.

we only kissed. we never went further.

but she wanted us to, so she started to fumble with my pants.

i was just about to pull away when you burst into the room.

fate's a funny thing.