Friends To Lovers//Minizerk ff

XXXVIII

Josh POV

"You are allowed to go now Mr.Bradley."she said

I got dressed and went to go meet Tobi

We were gonna go to nando's to get food

After we got our food we headed home

I wanna see how Simon is doing

I still think this is my fault I should have not looked

But I couldn't help it I mean it's been 2yrs

And I felt hopeless without him in my life

He was my one true love of my life

When we got home we got out the car and headed in

We went in and I went straight to give everyone food

I know they are pretty hungry after the events

First I went to JJ's room and gave him his

"Hey JJ here is some nando's for you."

"Oh thank you."he said

Then I headed to vikks room

"Vikk I brought you some nando's I bet your hungry."

"Yes thank you so much I'm starving."he said

Now it was time to give Simon his

I went to his door

I heard a faint "Come in."

"I brought you you some I'm sorry nando's."

"Thank you  you shouldn't be sorry."he said

"I should I was looking the right  way and.."

"It's ok I honestly don't remember anything."he said

"You don't."

"No but I'm slowly remembering your names."

"Ok."

"I don't even know what happened."he said

"Well I was looking at you and we got in car accident."

"A what you got me in a fucking car accident."he said

"Your the reason I can't remember shit."he said angry

"I'm sorry."

And with that I dropped his food and ran to my room

I thought he changed I'm so stupid

I locked my door and just sat there crying

Simon POV

Boy I've fucked up