~Her Journey~

Day 1

Hey, it's the first day I actual started using this thing. Heh. Well I'm really not knowing what to say right now other than... I hate this. I hate all of this shit. My mother full on blowing up on me, my mom and dad fight at least once a week.

What the hell?? I didn't ask for any of this. This really started when I actually moved in with my mom, during winter break of 2015. It's now almost 2017. 2 full days until Christmas. I fell like I really don't deserve a Christmas after all of the shit that has happened. Let's just say, I accidentally piss my mom off a lot. I mean A LOT. It's just my personality? Or I'm just a fucking bug that u can kill. Who knows.

All I know is that it's almost Christmas and I always wanted to make up all of the SHIT I had done to my mom for this holiday. Well, it didn't work. For one I didn't know what to "make it up" for. Everyone knows I'm not that kind of person that will be your damn maid any day any time. No I'm a stubborn ass mule, as everyone says it. I say I am too because, you have to give me a reason to do the thing you are asking me. Why? Hell I don't know.

Oh, there's my time to go. Well I'll come back tomorrow and write again.

Well don't miss me too much journal ;)
~ Allysa W. ^_^ •^•