Hey guys... so in my life people see me as someone who's perfect and has no flaws... it has come to a point where people see me as the only thing there is to live for... and if they lose me there is nothing to live for... and they begin to get thoughts of suicide... so now, I don't even care about my life anymore.... I care about the other peoples lives so they don't kill themselves... but now I've lost all ability to do ANYTHING.... even the things I love.... idk what to do... and I can't do anything at this point... cuz if I do something drastic... I could end someone's life.... God idk what will become of me...
