I woke up with a smile on my face. I quickly did my hygiene and put on this:
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I then got a call from my bestfriend. "Hey girl", I said with excitement "Hey. Why you sound so happy", India asked "Cause I get to go on the Yolanda Show", I said getting up from the couch and going to my car. "Oh that's great. Y'all gonna talk about Chris and his BS", she asked with a smirk I scoffed "Yeah" "Wow. I can't wait to see that. Ttyl love u boo", she said laughing "Luv u too boo. Bye", I said and with that I hung up
•••At set••• I was at the Yolanda Show set and I was soo excited. "Hey You must be Cydney Christine?", The director said "Yes that's me", I said as I shook his hand. Then my phone ringed. I quickly declined it "Ok. There is gonna be an Audience and yeah. So don't be worried or scared cause they are here to support you", the director said as i nodded "K", I said as waited. I got another phone call and this time I answered it with out the looking at the caller ID. "Hello", I said "CYDNEY", I heard a fucking annoying voice yell through the phone, Chris's "What you want?", I said with a whine "What you doing", he asked "Minding my damn buisness. You should try it", I said and with that I hanged up Oh shit. Yolanda is going on stage now. Now I'm kind of nervous. "And welcome you guys. I'm soo excited that you all came to support this wonderful young lady. Now you might have heard Of Chris browns ex girlfriend, Cydney Christine" Yolanda said Everybody went wild while I just laughed "Yes. Well we have her here today-", she continued but everyone cut her off by People cheering, screaming my name, and standing up. "Well here she is mrs. Cydney Christine herself", Yolanda said as she clapped like everyone else I then walked out the curtains and walked on stage where I hugged her and waved at everyone. I sat down. "Well hello Mrs. Cydney Chrisine", Yolanda said "Hello", I said "How are you?", she asked "I'm actually doing great. Yeah. I'm recovering fine", I said "Which recovery?", she asked "Actually you know my mom asked the same thing and both", I said "Oh that great dear. Now do you feel comfortable Talking about you and Chris's relationship?", she asked I looked down and tears rolled down my face as I started sniffing Everyone AWWWWWed and were saying Come on you can do it "Um...... Yeah", I said nodding and wiping the tears from my eyes. "Good. Now question. How did you guys meet", she asked "Well um I was friends with one of his friends and so. He must have sawed me hanging out im with his friend or like saw a picture of me on Instagram. And so he asked me out and I said yes. And then the relationship kept building up to a point when we loved eachother", I said nodding as the last part Yolanda nodded too. "Um how did you feel whenever you founded out he cheated on you and had a daughter", she asked "Um. I was hurt like really hurting for a while and I was like. I've been with this man for the longest time and I've loved this man for a long time but I guessed he felt different. And like the thing in 2012 whenever he went back to Rihanna I mean yeah of course I was hurt. But like if Being with Rihanna made him happy but like I felt sad then fuck if I felt sad, his emotions and feelings were more important to me. So he tryed to apologize and shit but I was not going to have it any longer. And so I kept telling him to just focus on his daughter, His Fans, and his career and not to worry about me. Cause I believe that he can do big things in life and I stuck by his side the whole was through. So at this point I don't even know", I said crying during the whole speech. She gave me a tissue and people had sad awwwws in the audience. "I'm sorry. But you are an independent women and YOU can do big things so don't worry about him. Ok?", she asked I nodded "So. If you could see Chris face right now. What would you say to him. Like what quote would you say to show him what you think and how you feel?", Yolanda asked I couldn't think. "Here", she said as she gave me a photo copy with Chris's cute little face on it.
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"I would say. The ma I loves Hurt me and Betrayed me", I said as tears strummed down my face and I wiped it with my tissue in my hand. "Good THATS good emotions", Yolanda said as she put her hand on my thigh. "So Do you think y'all will every get back together?", she asked "Um No, Nope. Um right now I'm saying NO", I said nodding my head as there was still a tear in my eye with my nose red. "It's ok honey. You will be just fine with out Chris", She said as she gave me a hug. "That's all for today folks", Yolanda said as everyone cheered and clapped "Thank you so much for having me here", I said with a smile "No problem", she said as we hugged again. I walked off the stage. •••in my car••• I was in my car and turned the engine on when I got a call from Chris😒. "WHAT", I said "WTF IS WRONG WITH YO ASS. I JUST SAW THE YOLANDA SHOW AND YOU TELLING EVERYONE ABOUT OUT RELATIONSHIP. LIKE BITCH ARE YOU STUPID?!?!?", Chris yelled through the phone I looked at the phone with my mouth wide opened and put it back on my ear. "IM DONE CHRIS OK IM DONE. YOUR ASS THINKS THAT YOU AFE MR INNOCENT BUT YET YOU CHEATED A THOUSAND TIMES. OK CHRIS I LOVED YOU BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT YOU LOVED ME BUT I COULDNT HAVE BEEN MORE FUCKING WRONG. NEVER AGAIN WILL I BE YOUR NEVER. OH AND DELETE MY NUMBER NIGGA", I yelled and hanged up. I put my head down on my steering wheel and just let it all out. •••29 minutes later••• I just got finished crying and I'm on the road driving home.
I am home. FINALLY. I went to my bedroom and Went on Instagram to find @ChrisBrownoffical write me a long ass message. It read: Your ass need to stop being so fucking stubborn. You are just starting more fucking drama. @TheRealCydneyChristine I didn't like that so I wrote: Nigga shut the fuck up. This shit wouldn't have happened if yo ass didn't cheat. I don't want to have someone like you. I want you to take care of your daughter, Keep going on with you career, and focus on your fans being happy. STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME, nigga you are NEVER getting me back. Ok!!! It's just not happening. So stop the BS and leave me the fuck alone. 😒😒😒😒 @ChrisBrownoffical😒 I'm DONE with this drama. I'm just DONE
