The last time I loved someone.....they broke my heart.....I can still crush yeah but that one person......he was different,yeah he was a jerk sometimes but he would share,he would make me laugh not on purpose tho,he could be a little flirty at times but still, he even let me sit next to him and we listen to BTS together......But he knew my feeling form him and he didn't even bother to even talk to me that much afterwards....the next thing I know he got a girlfriend not that long after he figured out my feelings....he just ignored me sometimes and it just *cries* hurt so bad...later I figured out his girlfriend didn't care for him and just used him for his money they broke up afterwards she broke up with him. I walked up to her and said "you should have dumped him at the dance"I said it in a joking tone but she said "yeah it would have crushed his tiny heart!" I did not enjoy hearing that.........Everything Just died....then again she was prettier...taller...more popular...im just a nobody....a stupid,chubby,black,crappy,nobody..,,
