Chapter 1

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I struggled to hold my phone. I started to cry again... I've never felt so weak.

Blood poured down my arm, and of course Andy burst through the bathroom door.

"Carolla" he calmly said licking the wound, it sealed shut within seconds, "you can't kill yourself here, I'll find you."

I went to slap him, but he caught my hand.

"Carolla.. if you're not happy here.."

"I'm not."

"What do you want me to do" he said.

"I want to go back to Oliver" I cried.

This made Andy roll his eyes.

"Anything but that."

"I want to talk to him!" I plead. He shook his head,

"Maybe another time, I have to go."

"Please just give me their numbers" I shook. He bent down and cupped my chin,

"I'll see you later."

"Andy!" I yelled.

He casually walked through the door, I quickly grabbed the razor blade again, but in a blink of the eye he took it and left again. I let out an angry yell and punched the door.

My phone started to buzz. My co worker Emily was calling me again.

"Hello?" I managed to say.

"Hey, you wanna grab some food?" She casually said. I wiped the tears from my eyes and nodded,

"That'd be perfect."

I was able to get a job here. Everything I do is monitored on my phone. I'm not allowed to have guy friends. I was never verbally told that, but for "some reason" they end up being too scared to look at me after I've hung out with them outside of work or whatever.

The times I know I'm truly alone are when the boys of black veil brides are performing at a concert. Even then, I see shady looking people follow me and watch me.

It's been the longest year I've had to endure. I've commented on Oliver's Instagram pictures to the point where Andy had gotten so mad at me, I swear I thought he would've killed me. Instead he broke my phone and I was only allowed another for good behaviour. One without internet access.

Interestingly enough though, he hasn't bit me once.

Just manipulation. Constantly.

I'm sure there's emotional and mental abuse somewhere in all of this, I know I'm strong though.

I made my way out of the apartment and went to the usual restaurant Emily always went to. When I got in, she smiled and waved me down.

"Okay so I have an actual reason for asking you to come here" she smiled.

"Alright what is it?" I smiled back, looking through the menu.

"You know that band you talked about?" She asked. I perked up,

"I like a lot of bands"

"No I mean with the cute singer with the rose tattoo on his neck." She giggled.

My eyes widened but I continued to look nonchalantly through the menu, "mhm?" I said while taking a sip of my water.

"Well they're coming here for a concert!" She smiled, taking out tickets from her purse.

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