The wind was delicate but enough to make my hair sprawl. The scent of rotting leaves and flowers dying filled the air. I couldn't wait to meet the man who I lost everything for. The man that people thought I was crazy for talking to him. I never really imagined it would end up turning out like this. I always thought as a little girl by the time I was 26 I would be somewhere great. Somewhere where I wasn't scared and crazy. I kept looking around was he not coming? Did he decide not to show up? Was he real? "Landon?" I said with a tear streaming down my face. It wasn't real it was all just my imagination. Ugh I'm so stupid. I knew it wasn't real but there wasn't much I could do about it. I was in love with him. I am in love with him. I have already lost my job my husband my life I'm fucking psycho. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I just left everybody by this point they probably all hate me. How could I even face them after this . I looked down at the rusty train tracks and I looked far out there was the train. What if he was real what if he was just late what if I die and than he shows up I couldn't risk it. What would everybody even think? Oh poor pathetic me I died for my imaginary friend. They just don't get it. I thought I was crazy too at first. But what if I am just crazy what if none of this was real. I have nothing to live for anyways. The train kept getting closer god it was going fast. I kept thinking of how much it would hurt to be hit by the train. All my limbs falling apart. It made me laugh the thought of dying. I guess I really was psycho. I had about 10 seconds to chose life or death. I suddenly fell back I tried to stop it. It felt so slow. Like I wasn't actually falling. But before I could catch my balance death had found me at last.
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The train
RomanceAmanda is in love with the voices in her head. Samantha is just trying to fight off high school. What would the odds be if they were both somehow connected. They do both strongly believe in love.
