cheap dreams and pointless rants

NOPE NOT TODAY SATAN NOT IN MY HOUSE

I CURRENTLY HAVE 200 NOTIFICATIONS LIKE UM OKAY THANKS BUT IM TOO LAZY TO CHECK THEM I HAVENT CHECKED THEM SINCE 5

hi hello

today i am 6 months clean 

*jazz hands*

its weird because ive done this 100% on my own. i didnt tell anyone and shit i just stopped and now im clean and its woah its weird i mean im 100000%% happy about this choice i made

so i wanted to talk about my dads wife today i need to rant because im a teenage girl who has two friends and one is grounded and the other is replacing me with a pinecone 

so um, where do i start?

i never really minded Dianna, i mean ive known her since i was 2 and she was pretty rad but i guess this last visit she started to....piss me the fuck off. i guess it started a few days ago when my dad and i were going to my favorite book store so i could look for this comic, Resident Alien. and on the way there my dad was talking about why they moved to florida and he starts by saying "ya know dianna she was so scared to lose her job she found one out here and she took it then quit and got a new one online" 

B I T CH  

YOU DO NOT TELL ME YOU COULDNT FIND A FUCKING JOB IN FUCKING PENSLIVANIA AND IT HAD TO BE ALL THE WAY TO F L O R I DA AND THEN YOU GET A JOB ONLINE AND YOU COULDVE MOVED BACK?????????????????????????????????????????????????????? 

this just rlly pisses me off because my dad and i just started to build a relationship after him going to the grocery store and not coming back 

and im almost positive my dad would move back to PA because my dad has a twin brother and they are like freaky close

sandcest

ill stop now

number two she has no heart. last night we were watching a movie and this dude with cancer and he was trapped in a house fire and his mom is going into save him and she says "what the fuck hes dying she should let him die there!"

i want to tell all you shes dead serious 

and i say "well thats her son she loves him. as a mother she'll do anything for him its in her blood" AND THIS BITCH SAYS "yeah well hes dying and hes just gonna keep dying if she saves him! the world is over populated anyways"

MMMMMMMMMMMM 

BITCH YOUR ASS DOESNT HAVE ANY KIDS STFU DONT TALK TO ME THAT WAY MY MOM IS MEXICAN SHE WILL COME OVER AND BEAT YOUR ASS

im just rlly angry 

number three

last night it was almost dinner time and they start talking about the world being over populated and she says "well i think we should just have a baby hiatus for 20 years"

me: do you not understand the love parents have with sharing something-

her: your dad and i share a dog!

me: THE BOND PARENTS HAVE WITH THEIR CHILD???? THE EMOTIONAL FEELINGS PEOPLE HAVE WITH THERE CHILDREN????? CHILDREN FILL IN GAPS IN PEOPLES LIVES-

her: your dad and i had a gap, we bought a house plant

me:its not the same, they have this overwhelming love for a child!

dad: kid, stop.

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i s2g i love my dad but i dont think i can come out here next time nope not today satan not in my swamp

okay im done

im going to sleep