The picture above is Emily!!!
Emily's parents: come on honey lets go home you need some rest
Emily: can I see him one last time so I can say good bye...?
Emily's parents: yeah I will ask the doctor if you can see him
**Finds the doctor**
Emily's parents: umm doctor can Emily see Eli one last time just to say goodbye ?
Doctor: yeah sure fallow me
Emily: oh.. my gosh Eli I'm so sorry 😓😓😓 I wish it was me that died not you I'm gonna miss you big bro I love you bye * gives one last hug *
Emily's parents: come on Emily it's time to go home
Emily: okay
* the car ride home*
Emily's parents: do you wanna go to your favorite place to eat Emily?
Emily: no mom I just wanna go home and be alone
Emily's mom: come on Emily you can't be a hermit forever you need to still eat
Emily's dad: just let her be she needs time
*at home and Emily's parents talking to each other while Emily is asleep*
Dad: maybe we should take her to a therapist so she can talk about what she's going through and stuff
Mom: or we could take her to one of those support groups that way she makes friends and she will still get help
Dad: let's just leave her be for a couple of days and we won't make her go to school for a week or two
Mom: okay but we are gonna try and make her feel better right?
Dad: yeah I'm gonna take her to a therapist tomorrow
Mom: okay
~~~morning~~~~
Emily's dad: wakey wakey you have to get up Emily I made you breakfast 🍳
Emily: okay just give me a minute to get dressed and everything
Emily's dad: okay and I'm gonna take you some place today maybe we can go get lunch together just dad and daughter day sound fun?
Emily: yeah that sounds fun I will be down in a couple of minutes
Emily's dad: okay love you sweetie
Emily: love you to dad
*** Emily's part***
I think for today I'm just gonna where joggers and a sweat shirt that says I'm in love with chocolate 🍫 and I'm just gonna straiten my hair and I'm going to where no makeup because I'm to lazy. So I'm about to go down stairs when I hear my mom say "so your taking her to the therapist today right?" And my dad saying " yeah and then we are getting some lunch."ughh I don't want to go to a therapist they won't understand what I'm going through there just there to listen whatever if it makes them happy I'll go.
*walks down stairs*
Emily: morning mom, morning dad how did you guys sleep?
Parents: good honey eat up you and your dad have to leave soon
Emily: yum pancakes my favorite 😍
* Emily's thoughts*
So if I just tell the therapistI'm fine I won't have to go again but I'm not fine I miss my brother he was my best friend and I didn't even get to say goodbye maybe it was just his time go.
:(
*at the therapist*
The therapist: so tell me Emily how are you feeling?
Emily: I have been better
The therapist: Emily I know it's hard but your brother he would want you to be happy
Emily: I just miss him so much and I didn't even get to say goodbye
The therapist: how would you rate your pain from 1 to 10?
Emily: it's a 10
The therapist: oh honey it's okay to feel how your feeling but this is not your fault just remember that you couldn't of done anything to change what happened okay?
Emily: I don't think that I just..... I just wish I could see him and hug him one more time.....
