Chapter 1

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-Y/N! Are you ready? Eomma asked from downstairs.

-Yes I'm coming!

You finished moving in this little house yesterday and today is your  first day in your new school. "I love this uniform" you thought; it was white and blue like the night sky. You remembered your dad at this thought. You two used to sleep under the stars in your old garden. But that was before he died. Before he was murdered... You shoved the thought away and pinched your cheeks not to look too pale, and put your hair up so people could see your face. You didn't put any makeup on because you wanted people to see you as you are. You just put some perfume on, smelling roses.

-I can do this, everything will be okay. You told yourself.

You went downstairs, Eomma told you you were beautiful and drove you to school. You arrived after 30 minutes. And despite your mother's support, you couldn't help but be a little scared. You decided to move here, you decided to leave your old life, your old friends to start over. But what if it was worse?

-Okay we're here. Eomma said bringing you back to earth. 

She kissed you on the cheek and wished you good luck.

You got out of the car and looked at your new school. It was very big and everyone looked very rich and fancy. You wondered how they actually accepted you in this school.

No one looked at you when you entered the school and no one noticed you while you were headed to the reception. You didn't get lost thanks to some signs that told you where everything was.

When you came in the room, the woman at the reception gave you a kind smile and asked how she could help you. 

-Hello, my name is Y/F/N and I'm new here. You said shyly.

The woman made an understanding face and looked for some papers.

-Wait here a minute, she said.

After a moment she came back and gave you your schedule with a map of the school.

-So your first class is English Litterature in room A403, she gave you a third paper, here you have to choose two options, there is music class, photography class, theater class, art class or dance class. You can give me the paper back at the end of the day. Your first class begins in 10 minutes, good luck! She gave you a warm smile and waved goodbye. You bowed a little and left. 

After wandering through the school for 5 minutes you finally arrived at your class. Everyone was at their sit talking to their friends. The teacher wasn't here yet so you decided to sit at the third place next the window, alone. Everyone was pretty busy talking so they didn't notice you. But when you sat at your place you saw someone looking at you, a boy, and he was kind of frowning, maybe wondering who you are. You just stopped looking at him, trying not to worry too much.

For the last five minutes you decided to choose your two options. There was music, art, photography, dance or theater. You knew how to play the piano and you loved to sing so you first chose music class. As for the second option... you hesitated between photography and dance. "I will choose later" you thought to yourself. 

The teacher arrived and everyone got to their sit and stopped talking. He put his bag down and looked at the class. His eyes find you and he said:

-Ah! Everyone I almost forgot. Please meet your new classmate; will you introduce you?

You got up, kind of stressed because everyone was now looking at you. So you took a breath and talked.

-Hello eveyone, my name is Y/F/N and I'm from Ulsan. I moved here last week and I hope you will welcome me all. You made a shy smile and looked at the teacher. 

-Welcome Y/N. Anyone has any question for you new classmate?

You looked at everyone and saw that the boy who as looking at you earlier was still watching you. You would have lost yourself in his mysterious deep eyes if someone hadn't talked.

-Why did you move here? Ulsan is very far form Seoul.

It was a girl, she made a polite smile and put her glasses back in place. She seemed curious. And you didn't know what to say exactly. "My dad was murdered and not to fall into depression I wanted to move somewhere far to try to start over?" No. "My dad died, they didn't catch the killer and I'm somewhat afraid he'll come for me?" No. So after thinking about it a moment you just said:

-I wanted a fresh start and Seoul is full of opportunities so I decided to live here.

The girl nodded and turn her head around. 

-Other questions? Asked the teacher.

No one answered and some people just shook their head.

-Okay Y/N you can sit down.

And I did.

This class is fascinating, you thought. You love to read and the teacher was actually working on one of your favorite books: Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen. You already read it a thousand times so when the teacher gave everyone a paper with questions on it, you answered easily.

When the class was over everyone headed out the room but you took your time because it was breaktime. Someone accidentely pushed you and your school bag fell down.

-Oops I'm so sorry I didn't mean to push you, let me help you.

It was a girl, I think she was sitting not far from me during the class. "She's very pretty" you thought.

-I'm Suzy, I hope you don't mind.

She helped me gather everything in my bag and we got up.

-Hi, no problem it wasn't your fault, I smiled. Nice to meet you.

-Thank you! Most of other people would have shouted at me for pushing them, you're really not from here haha. Y/N right? Do you want me to help you find your next class?

I didn't really need help, but she was kind and we could become friends so I said yes. When you got out of the room you walked past the boy with deep eyes. He looked up but then immediately turned his head and ran to his friends in the hallway smiling. Like nothing happened. Well... nothing happened but this guy is really weird you thought.

-What's this guy's name? You dared to ask Suzy.

-Who? Him? She said pointing her finger in his direction. That's Jeon Jungkook.

And you froze. You didn't know him, never saw him. But his name felt familiar anyway. It was like an answer to a question you've been asking for a while now. You wondered if he felt anything when he saw you. That was unlikely to happen. But you couldn't stop thinking about it, how his name hit you like that.

-Y/N you okay?

-Yeah yeah I'm fine. You answered, head in the clouds.

And you walked to your other class. But you murmured to yourself:

-Jungkook...

He was on the other side of the hallway, but at that same moment he turned his head in your direction, frowned a little and got back to his friends.

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