The Unknown Daughter

~Chapter Eighty~

"I'm sorry....I just can't--" I get up, rushing out the backdoor.

Sitting on his deck, I bend down to cry in my arms. I just hated myself sometimes. I know it had to be me because now even my own sister doesn't like me.😳😢

But deep down, I knew why. I flirted with Jacob in front of her.....knowing that he was her man. But......I feel like I wasn't in control of those times. Like I was a different person overall, where the old me just went with the flow.

I guess taking only half a pill a day, doesn't stop that from happening either. But I just really hate taking those things😳💊

Right after I had came out, my dad did as well. Coming up to me and rubbing my back for comfort.

"You okay?" he asked, sitting down next to me.

"What is wrong with me..." I cry.

"Why do you think something is wrong with you?"

"Because...I knew her and Jacob were a thing but....I just kept flirting with him. And I knew it was wrong and what I was doing was terrible...but...It was like I was a whole different person. And I hate when that happens"

"So...you knew what you were doing but it wasn't the real you, is what your saying?"

"Yes...I have two sides remember. One is my normal self which I am right now but...the other one...just dosen't give a fuck. Like when I called her out...that wasn't me at all. Like why would I say that when I'm trying to get closer to them.....I'm just so fucked up" I pull at my hair.

"No your not perfect okay. Nobody is. Just because you got this going on, doesn't makes you any less of a person okay...we just need to control this...other side of you more. And I'll support you through that"

I sniff and look up to him. "Thank you.. but now she hates my fucking guts. She pulled a gun out on me! Like fuck...I'm so stupid for saying that. I never asked to be...this 'pretty' with uncommon features, you know. And I'm sorry if boys pay attention to me because if it....I never meant to get Jacob's. Thats my sister's man...and I respect that. Brandi respects that...but...my other side just doesn't care dad"

"Well look babe. Being 'pretty' comes with alot of attention and even some responsibility. No one wants to be around someone who thinks they're the ish ok. You can't go around like that. And them niggas at the office....don't always need to be approached. Just don't talk to them...especially not your sister's"

"Okay...I'll try not to. The last thing I want is to be a hoe..." ...I can't be known as that in my new family

(Jada's POV)💞 *Skype Ringer*📹💻

I put down my cup of noodles, and slide over to my laptop, answering to Desean's call by clicking the button. Connecting, I see him in what I assume to be a tent overseas.

"Hey cousin.." he smiles.

"Hey. How are you doing?"

"Okay. I um....just wanted to check in. Since we have some free time. You can see the boys behind me, getting our stuff loaded in the Jeep so we can camp out tonight"

"Where at?"

"A woods near by....more like a rain forest"

"Oh really...wow"

"Yeah, the story of my life right now"

"True. But guess who I seen the other day"

"Who?"

"Brandi actually. She's my best friend's sister surprisingly. And she said hi"

"Wow. She's almost close to being your family"

"Yeah I know....its crazy how she's around me now. But I heard she's been flirting with my bestie's man and thats not cool. Like don't come up in here and start shit with our family. Its a mess"

"Well....Brandi is going to be....Brandi regardless so.." he says.

"I knew you'd take up for her..."

"I'm not but I'm just saying..., thats just her way. She fucks up things"

"But she shouldn't fuck up with family. If I was her, I'd be spending all the time I could with them.....not their boyfriends"

"Yeah true. And uh....I'm coming home soon. For good. I pray that I do anyways"

"I pray you do too boo. I miss you..."

(Brandi's POV)💞👑
*Few days later*🕚🕚🕚

I wanna be the bigger person and talk about our incident with Brianna.

But after being held at gun point by my own sister......I think its changing me surprisingly. Its opened my eyes rather, that maybe I should try my hardest to get my shit together.

I've even made a vow to do so. So I now have to take my pills everyday, no half of pills.....just those full white and red pills. Then....I'm a stop having sex as much and with people I just met, since that has always been the case with me. And no more flirting with my sister's boyfriends.

You know that boy Isaac is actually A'Raya's boyfriend!😳 So Its not like I can have him either but its okay. Maybe I just need to do me for a little while, you know. I need to become a better person💯

I pick up my phone and call my sister Brianna, surprised to hear her answer after the second ring.

"Yes Brandi...."

"Afternoon. But I um....just wanted to say that I'm sorry for our blow out at dinner. And also, I would like to speak to you face to face. So that we can have a talk and move past this like family. Well.....I think thats what families do, I never had one so.....I'm not about to fuck this up"

"I appreciate the alpology okay and we can talk....thats fine"

"Tomorrow at my house?"

"Sure. See you then"

Stay tuned to their conversation, its pretty entertaining to me. And I'm sorry for this weird chapter, at least I felt like it was weird.  I just didn't know what to do for this one.

But heres a warning....the story is gonna die down on the drama for a little. But trust me....its more to come😌💯💯💯💯❗❗❗

Have a great day and Brandi in the Media💋