Lost Stars

Chapter 1

" Were lucky " he said while staring at the stars. Then he looked at me.

" I'm lucky " he smile, the sweetest smile that i've never seen before. A different one but special.

" because i have you " then he hold my hand tightly. I look at his eyes, and i see how thankful he was because of me.

" you are my world " he said, i smile as i see him smile on me.

" you're my everything " i can't resists anymore, i hug him tightly as i can. And all i felt is her kisses on my hair.

" i don't wanna see the world without you, Sam " he said between our hug. Then i let go.

" you're my star " he kissed me.

" and those " pointed out the stars in the sky.

" those lights, they will gonna be Our Lucky Stars "

Parang panaginip lang ang lahat,

Isang masayang panaginip

Na bigla ka nalang magigising, at maiintindihan mo ang pinagkaiba ng pantasya at ng mahika sa totoong buhay, sa totoong mundo, sa realidad.

Isang masayang ala-alang nagdaan, na hindi na maaring ibalik pa.

Mga panahong na di mo na maibabalik pa.

Mga larawan, mga panahon, mga ala- ala, mga pagkakataon, mga oras na sa isang iglap lang ay mawawala.

" Hope " narinig ko nalang na tawag ni mama.

" Ma " mahinang tugon ko

" eat your breakfast " masayang bati saken ni mama

" sorry ma, wala akong gana. "

" forget him hope, mabuhay ka para sa sarili mo, di para sa ibang tao " i just give her a weak smile, a fake smile. Then she leave my room.

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Mabuhat ako para sa sarili ko, di para sa ibang tao

I laugh hard, Mabuhay ako para sa sarili ko? I just lost myself with him kase sabay ng pag alis niya tangay tangay niya yung pagkatao ko, yung puso ko. Puso kong bumubuhay sa sarili ko.

FLASHBACK

Pagkatapos niyang ipakita saken kung gaano niya ako kamahal. Ganoon niya ren ipinakita saken kung gaano niya ako gustong saktan.

He left me heartless,

He left me hopeless,

He left me lost,

Pagkatapos ng gabing yun. Gabing ipinakita niya saken ang mundo niya. Gabing sinabi niya kung gaano niya ako kamahal.

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I try to reached him, pero nabigo ako.

I call his parent, ayaw nila sabihin.

I'll try to find him, luckily i found him and i was suprised of what i've saw.