It has now been a couple of months that Simba and I have been sleeping with each other. I'm still getting married to Mega. Actually the wedding is in a month. I'm so fucking nervous I've been throwing up a lot lately.
"Mega I can't believe you are acting like this so close to our wedding!" I got up off the bed to storm off when I felt dizzy and suddenly hit the floor. Mega jumped up and came beside me. "Are you okay?" I started to feel sick to my stomach and ran to the bathroom.
I brushed my teeth as Mega stood in the doorway. "What's wrong?" "Are you pregnant?" The thought made me want to throw up. I've never wanted children. Just didn't, but if I was. Please God don't let it be Mega's. "I don't know. Maybe I'm just nervous about the wedding." He opened the medicine cabinet and handed me the pregnancy test. I sighed and took the test.
Mega's timer went off, finally I can prove it's just stress. I picked up the stick and couldn't take my eyes off of it. I started breathing hard. I was having a panic attack. Mega ran over to me and tried his best to help me.
I finally calmed down. Mega has had his head on my stomach for about 2 hours. "Mega what are we going to do?" "What do you mean?" "I mean do you want to keep it?" His head shot up so fast. "Nicole I'm a dick I know that. And I really ain't tryna put my hands on you while you are pregnant baby. But don't ever talk about killing my baby ever again. That's mines and you are mines." I shook my head okay and begin to drift off into sleep.
I did make an doctor's appointment and it was true. I was pregnant so I called Simba and set up a "business trip" telling him I had to tell him something important.
I sit on the couch in my pent house suit twirling my fingers. I heard someone outside the door. I ran to open it and threw my arms around Simba and began to cry. "Babygirl what's wrong?" He picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. "What is it?" "Simba I'm....I'm pregnant." He paused for a second. "I'm happy af either way but...if it is mines. I'm not letting him raise my baby. And I mean that Nicole." His tone was so serious it caught me off guard. What if it was his? What do I do? If I try to leave....Mega just might kill me and the baby.
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Keep voting you guys and give me some books to read on here. Im finishing up one called preacher's son or something like that. So what should I read next?
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Teen Fictiona beautiful young woman, mother, wife is getting abused by her handsome husband. she has no way out. but maybe just maybe the grass is greener somewhere else.
