People don't realize;
They see a clear cut definition of me;
But I see it in a blurred hazy fashion;
It takes many tries to gather;
All of the parts of me into one;
Strong person;
Right now I'm like a thin bottle;
One fall will spill all the water;
Then I'll be empty.
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Fear keeps me going;
Knowing that I don't have much time;
To enjoy all this warmth;
Lets me soak it all in;
People call me lazy;
I'm just too reluctant to let go of;
My comfortable surroundings.
