i remember my first therapy session with dr. kim.
"how are you feeling, yoongi?"
"like always."
"and what feeling is that?"
a sigh. a shrug.
"i dunno."
it was out first session, but after that, i always replied the same.
why?
because i truly didn't know how i felt.
broken, sad, helpless.
i know now how i felt.
empty.
