Random Writting

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"Did you regret it" i said while looking at his brown eyes.

"What" he looked at me like he did nothing wrong and nothing happen between us.

"I don't know" i paused,my voice shooked "Everything" i added while looking at the other direction

He was quiet for a longtime and standing there looking at me curiously.Heat flooded me at my cheeks. i opened my mouth
"just forget it" i was walking away from him for the last time then he finally

"Just because we didn't work out doesn't mean you weren't the best thing that happend for me,because you were" he said with sincerity.

"Yeah" i paused for a moment "Me too" then i was hesistant to ask him

"Why did you give up,just like i was nothing to you"i said tried to keep my voice from breaking but damn it was hard.
i can't pretend that i move on from him,that he didn't hurt me.

"i tried so hard not to give up,but you gave me a reason to give up on you"he said was i so hard to love? that he given up like there was nothing to fight for.

"From the start i accepted all of your flaws but when i showed you my flaws,you just left" i said and hatred has taken over me

"Ikaw kasi you're obsessed with your break up lines,you're the one who's pushing me"he said parang ako pa ang mali

"sabi mo kasi tanggap mo ko e,sabi mo hindi mo nileleteral lahat ng sinasabi ko pero bakit ganon di ka man lang lumaban kahit sandali lang diba"sumisigaw na ako wala akong pakielam kahit pinagtitingnan kami ng tao

"napagod nako,tao rin naman ako e"he said at pinipilit akong pakalmahin.

i finally broke to tears "baby why so hard to forget and replace you."while carressing his cheeks

"Am i that easy to forget because you were so happy without me"i was whining to him and that wasn't my personality to begin with.

"i wish i loved you better than" he said with a sigh

"i wish i loved myself better to" i said then i walked away,were done with our closure we can now start moving on.