I believed that you were mine and only mine. I was in love with you, and I was there for you. I saw the beauty in you that really wasn't there to begin with. I created you to who I thought you were. I built your very existence just to become a nothing in your life once again. Now it's as if we never met. I can go back in my thoughts and remember all those times I looked past my hurt just so I could make you happy. I thought it made me happy but it ruined me. It ruined my heart. I am nothing now. I discovered what it was like to be like all those other people I treated the way you treated me. I seriously wish I didn't meet you. I wish I never talked to you. I wish I never cried for you to hold me at night when I was mad at you. I wish I never gave you myself. I will never get myself back. I have to rebuild myself. I have to change again. I have to teach myself to be completely honest to myself. Well... you know what... I think I'm done.
