4 months.
so much squabble about your emotional and mental state and i had no idea why. all the unanswered questions and secrets sweetheart, is it so wrong to want to know? october the 1st marks the date i last spoke to you and its rotting at my brain. i just remember the disappointment flooding over my whole being, i wanted to fix you but you're so stubborn; too stubborn. now it's january 27th and not a day goes by where i don't think about you and us, although it was merely a dream that never had the chance to come true.
