My abused and mute mate

My last day, or so I thought (4)

I wake up and I try and take a breath but it hurts to.  I hear someone say next to me
"She's awake." I look and see Mike next to me.  I look around and see I am in my bedroom.  I say through the twin link
"Can I take a shower?"  He nods yes and walks out.  I see my cast is off and my leg is healed, weird.  I remember my dad trying to kill me last night and I thought
"I should die." I get a piece of paper and a pen and write down
Mike
I love you so much.  You are my twin but I have cheated death 2 times now.  I must go.  Go on for me and have a nice family.

Jake
You were more than a friend, you were my brother.  Love you, go on for me. I forgive you for abusing me for the past 6 years.

Charlotte
Please don't grieve for me.  Please think of this as my funeral I should have had 6 years ago with my mom.  Love you Char.

Xavier White
I never really knew you but I feel you need a note.  I felt safe around you and I hope you know that I wish I got to know you better.

Dad
You used to love me but you abused me, you tried to kill me.  You saw I should have died with mom too.  Love you, and I forgive you for everything you did to me.

Sincerely, Roesia
I tape it to the outside of the bathroom door.  I walk into my bathroom and close and lock the door.  I grab my razor that I used to cut when life got to hard and i set it on the toilet and I started the water.  I filled the tub.  I got in and in, I didn't care I still had my clothes on.  I grabbed my razor and put it up to my wrist and slit it.  Very deep, then again on my other wrist this time.  I felt to blood pouring out of my wrists then I hear Mike and Jak banding on the door telling me to open the door.  I hear the door break down and I hear Mike scream.  I started to see black dots in my vision.  Mike takes me out of the tub and puts me in his lap and says
"Please stay with me Roesia.  I love you."  Jake was desperately trying to stop the beeping while on the phone with someone.  I said weakly through the twin bond
"I love you too Mike.  I forgive you, live for me." I close my eyes and hear Mike and Jake sobbing then I hear someone say at the door with a raspy voice like they have been crying
"I called the pack doctor.  She's on her way with an ambulance." Jake said
"She's losing too much blood.  She woun't make it." Mike whispers
"Stay awake sis.  I love you too."  I shrug and close my eyes.  I hear a siren approaching and then hear running up the stairs.  Right before I fell into the darkness I hear Xavier White say
"What the hell did you do to my mate?"   With that I welcome the darkness with open arms.
Mike's POV
I feel so bad for Roesia.  I didn't know she blamed herself for mom's death.  I hear her take a struggled breath.  I say to Jake out in the hall
"She's awake."  I see her look at me then around the room.  She says through our link
"Can I take a shower?" I nod yes and walk out.  I start talking to Jake.  I hear the water turn on and stop.  I start to smell blood and I look at Jake and we run to her bathroom.  I see the note on the We yell for her to open the door.  No luck, so we decided to break down the door.  We ram it a couple times then it flew open.  I screamed because I saw my sister in the bath full of water but she had her clothes on and her wrists were slit open and they were bleeding very bad.  I put her in my lap and say
"Please stay with me Roesia.  I love you."  Jake was desperately trying to stop the beeping while on the phone with Xavier White, her mate.  She said weakly through our personal link
"I love you too Mike.  I forgive you, live for me."  She closed her eyes.  Jake and I were sobbing then I hear someone say at the door with a raspy voice like they have been crying
"I called the pack doctor.  She's on her way with an ambulance." Jake said
"She's losing too much blood.  She woun't make it." I whispers
"Stay awake sis.  I love you too."  She shruged and closed her eyes.  I hear a siren approaching and then hear running up the stairs.  I hear Xavier White say
"What the hell did you do to my mate?"   With that she closed her eyes and her heart slowed down but didn't stop and the pack doctor took my sister away and I sat there yelling at my father.  I said
"You caused this!!!  You were the one who told her to kill herself and you blamed her a freak accident!!  You are the worst father ever!!"  He was crying but I didn't care.  I walked out and Jake and I went to my car and we went to meet Roesia at the hospital