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Why would you want to be a proxy?
You think it a would be good, thinking that it would be fun being one,as what you can read in fanfics..
Reading those fanfics makes your brain think that it would be the same as the fanfics, it makes you think that 'its not that bad'.
No, This is Reality... and in REALITY that doesnt work.
It just doesnt...
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Remember. they are killers and that wont change.its in their nature to do bad things.
They wont be the same as like 'slendy' that says 'child,dont worry i wont hurt you'
Just.. think...