My Everything

Grief part 2

Chapter 17
(The next day)
Rachel's pov:
We all sat in the choir room quietly. Every single one of the glee kids did . No one knew what to say or do and then Quinn said ,

"Look this isn't going to be easy so I think we should do this the only way we know how , sing." She said .

"I agree, I don't think I can cry because if I do I'm afraid I'll never stop." Mercedes said .

"Okay so who wants to go first?" Finn asked .

"I will." Mercedes said and got up to the center of all of us . She took a deep breath and said , "um Mr.Shue always knew how to make us feel better . He loved each and every one of us and this for him, we love Mr.Shue." She said and started:
(Mercedes)
There's a whole 'nother conversation going on
In a parallel universe.
Where nothing breaks and nothing hurts.
There's a waltz playin' frozen in time
Blades of grass on tiny bare feet
I look at you and you're lookin' at me.

Could you beam me up,
Give me a minute, I don't know what I'd say in it
I'd probably just stare, happy just to be there, holding your face
Beam me up,
Let me be lighter, I'm tired of being a fighter,
I think a minute's enough,
Just beam me up.

Saw a blackbird soarin' in the sky,
Barely a breath I caught one last sight
Tell me that was you sayin' goodbye,
There are times I feel the shiver and cold,
It only happens when I'm on my own,
That's how you tell me I'm not alone

Could you beam me up,
Give me a minute, I don't know what I'd say in it
I'd probably just stare, happy just to be there, holding your face
Beam me up,
Let me be lighter, I'm tired of being a fighter,
I think a minute's enough,
Just beam me up.

In my head I see your baby blues
I hear your voice and I, I break in two and now there's
One of me, with you

So when I need you can I send you a sign
I'll burn a candle and turn off the lights
I'll pick a star and watch you shine

Just beam me up,
Give me a minute, I don't know what I'd say in it
I'd probably just stare, happy just to be there, holding your face
Beam me up,
Let me be lighter, I'm tired of being a fighter,
I think, a minute's enough,
Beam me up
Beam me up
Beam me up
Could you beam me up.
(End of song )
Everyone clapped but I couldn't do it anymore so I got up and left .
(Later )
I was hotel room waiting for to get back. It would be awhile so I decided to pull out the letter Emma gave me secretly after Mr.Shue passed . I open the letter and began to read it ;

"Dear Rachel ,
If you're reading this than Emma did what I asked her too. I know that this has been hard on everyone but I know it's really hard on you . Rachel , you are a star , from the moment I met you I knew it . You have so much potential and I know that sometimes it may be hard to believe in yourself but I will always believe in you , so I wanted to give you so advice for the last time .

1. Don't be afraid to take chances because sometimes it's the things we're afraid of that keep us from reaching our dreams .

2. Don't be scared express how you feel. If there's one this I taught everyone in glee club it's not to be afraid who you are .

3. Don't be scared to fall in love . Rachel , this one goes out to you and Quinn . You two are meant to be and love is hard yes but in the end , when you wake up everyday and you're with that person everything will be okay .

Rachel, you are kind and brave and smart . I have never once doubted that you wouldn't be okay . You got this Rachel , it's your time to shine . So don't be afraid because I will always be in your heart .

Love always ,
Mr.Shue
(Ps . Mention me in your speech when you win that tony) "

I smiled and wiped my tears as Quinn walked in .

"Rachel? You okay?" She asked me .

I looked at her and suddenly the tears flooded down my face as I let all the pain out .

"Hey it's okay, I got you it's okay." She said holding me tightly .

(The next day)
[Finn:]
I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do ya?
(Quinn)
Well it goes like this
The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
(All)
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

(Rachel)
Well, your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew ya
(Puck)
She tied you to the kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips, she drew the
Hallelujah
(All)
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

(Rachel)
Well baby I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew ya
And I've seen your flag on the marble arch
And love is not a vict'ry march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

(Mercedes)
Well, maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya
(Quinn)
And it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
(Rachel, Quinn, Santana)
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

[All:]
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
(End of song)
We all gathered around one another in the auditorium and hugged as we thought of Mr.Shue who was forever in our hearts .
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Xoxoxo,
Natalie