Perfect

Everyone says that im perfect.

Everyone sayd that I shouldn't have problems.

Everyone thinks that im always happy.

Everyone tells me that I shouldnt whine about how I look and shit like that because I look perfect and I shouldnt whine because I don't have any problems and to be honest that only makes it hurt more.

It makes it hurt more because it makes me feel guilty, it makes me feel like I shouldn't have problems.

But what some people dont understand is that even if you think that I look perfect I don't think so. Im self conscious about a lot of things.

Im not perfect, I have problems. I feel depressed sometimes, I cry in my bed pretty much every night so dont tell me that I don't have problems.

If I could stop this I would because it hurts so much.

H.M