goodbye ♡ | kwonjiyong |

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Walking up to your door was hard for me. I hadn't been here since our last fight.

That night... it was the worst thing that could ever happen.

I wish you were here with me, holding my hand.

If only you were the way I had wanted you to be.

But you weren't.

That fight I told you how I felt, truly and completely.

With your black hair flowing everywhere you threw your hands up.

"I'm through it. I won't settle for this, Ji."

"Stop saying that. You're not giving this a real shot!"

I grab your hands and pinned them behind you. You struggled to get away but I didn't care.

This whole time I just wanted to kiss you.

To put my hands all over you. To show you how much love I truly felt for you after all these years.

"Stop holding me back." You cried, a single tear finally rolled it's way down your eyes.

I push forward to make your body hit the wall and lean in.

"I love you Ry, don't forget."

I kiss you.

Instead of kissing me back you thrust your hips forward and kick me down.

Why'd everything have to be so difficult with you? Why do you not reciprocate my feelings?

You run for the door and leave me on the floor.

That was the last time I saw you Ry, how could you ?