How I Rule

Chapter 14: Deepest Darkest Secret

Britney

After what Kian did to me, he won't stop flirting with me. As for Rick, nothing is going on between the two of us yet but the guys are planning something, i can feel it.

Right now I'm hanging out with Darren, Colton and Luke. We were playing spin the bottle. Whenever the bottle lands on someone, the person who spinned the bottle will ask the person a question and if you didn't answer the question, you have to kiss the person on the lips for 5 seconds.

I already kissed the three of them because I kept on not answering their questions. What? It's about my past and there's no way they'll find out about it.

"Britney, you again" luke called out while messing up his hair

"So britney, what was your first sex experience like?" Colton asked and I froze

They noticed that I suddenly got stiff and they said it's okay not to answer it

"It's fine. I'll answer it.. My first sex was horrible. Want to know why?"

I looked at them and laughed bitterly "It's because I got raped."

They all looked at me with horror, pity and sadness. I rolled my eyes at them. This is the kind of reaction that I don't want to see. I don't want their pity

Someone touched my shoulder and I looked it was Colton. He had this look on his face that he feels what I feel. Oh no. Don't tell me someone?

I hugged Colton tightly and he hugged me back "I'm so sorry" i said

"That was a long time ago. I learned how to forget it and so will you" he said

I rested my head on his shoulder and whispered "How? How did you do it? I want to forget about that night.. that horrible man who destroyed my life. He he took my innocence! I-"

"Shh calm down brit. It's okay now. That's right calm down" colton's words calmed me. He's gone now, he can't violate me anymore, he's dead. I killed him.. I- I killed him

I sobbed again "Colton I killed him!! He hurt me and when my gang found out what happened they taught me how to fight and kill someone and I regret it now! So much. Colton why why am I feeling this now?! Why not before? Why not before.."

I cried and cried and I felt the guys comforting me and I let my sleepiness overtake my body.

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"Baby come on don't be shy. Let's have some fun" a very drunk guy slurred

"No! I think i'm going back to my friends, they might be looking for me" i exclaimed, removing his hands from my body

"No baby they're probably having fun too. Come on show me that body of yours" he ripped my shirt off and I covered myself while I cried

"Don't do this please!" I cried out

"Don't cry baby I'm going to rock your world like you're going to rock mine. Spread your legs for me darling" he slurred while he grabbed both of my thighs and opened it

"So beautiful" he murmured and he grabbed me down there. I cried out for help but no one came

"Don't struggle baby or I might hurt you" he said while he unbuttoned his pants and removed his boxers

My eyes widened and I kicked and kicked but he was so strong.

"Open your mouth darling." I closed my mouth tightly but he slapped me which caused me to open my mouth and he stuck his cock in my mouth. I gagged and gagged but he won't stop. I cried out loud when he inserted his fingers in me