It Started With You. //• rm fanfic ✔️ (under major edit)

Chapter 32: Toy

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"Since the day you guys met, you are pathetic." Hye Soo said while glaring at me.

Flashback:

Little Hye Soo POV
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Its another day where I can see my favourite person in the world, Kim NamJoon.

He has dimples, a cute face and a great body. He's attractive the way he is.

He doesn't know me, and I'm planning to meet him today! He usually goes to the playground to hang out, and I think it's a great opportunity to meet him face to face..
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I wore a white dress, and put a flower at the side of my ear.

NamJoon would be surprised to see a beautiful girl like me.

I reached the playground, but there was no sign of NamJoon yet.

I stood behind a tree and took a deep breath.
"I can do this."

As I peeked by the tree to see if NamJoon reached yet, I saw NamJoon, with another girl.

The girl was sitting on the swing, crying. NamJoon gave her the daisies in his hands, and said something,
"I thought girls who are pretty like daisies.."

The girl stopped crying and accepted the daisies.. They started to talk and laughed together. Oh how I wish to be that girl.

Guess it isn't today..
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It's been 2 weeks since I didn't go to the playground to see NamJoon. I refused to see him because he is always with that girl, what's so special about her?

I took a deep breath,
"I'm gonna find him today."
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I reached the playground again, standing behind the tree.

As I guessed, NamJoon was with the girl, but somehow the scene feels depressing..

Is he leaving..?

He held the girl's hands and said,
"The next time I see you, I promise you that I'll protect you and never will let anyone hurt you for the rest of your life."

What?

H-He kissed her cheeks and left her, and he also left me, crying.

I don't like that girl.

Because of her, I didn't even have the chance to talk to NamJoon. What's so pretty about her? I think she's ugly.

I'm beautiful, why don't you choose me NamJoon?

You're pathetic NamJoon.

I'll make you choose the right choice.

End of Flashback

"Aaaaaand we met in high school, and started dating. I recommended college to him and we came out fine, until you came." She said while crossing her arms.

I was actually speechless, I didn't know what to say.

"Aren't I pretty? Who says that girls that are pretty should like flowers? I HATE them. They are pathetic, just like you."

"I-"

"They shouldn't even exist! They just will wither away, leaving nothing behind."

What should I say? The fact that I ruined the chance to let her meet NamJoon makes me guilty..

But that isn't my fault.. right? They became boyfriend and girlfriend, and they came out pretty fine..

"Now, the answer to your question."

She came towards me,
"Yes, I used you."

Finally, she said it out.

"Just to get back with NamJoon? It's obviously worth it. Look at that pathetic face of yours, getting blamed by him."

"You called him pathetic!"

"Oh yes he is. Starting from that day, I gone out with many guys,"

She whispered to me,
"Including your ex."

"H-huh?"

"Oh, surprised? I didn't mean to hurt you. We were drunk, and we, ya know. Got on the bed together."

I slapped her, hard.
"IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG! YOU WERE THE SLUTTY CHICK THAT'S BEEN STUCK ON TO HIM!"

"Oh darling, it was him that got hooked."

"You ruined my life."

"No, you ruined my chance to meet NamJoon. I'm just doing the same thing to you."

I kept quiet, holding my anger in.

"Every guy is like a toy, they're just waiting to be thrown. If they have no use, what for?"

"That means.. you are going to throw NamJoon? You can't do that!"

She chuckled,
"Smart girl, I will, when I get over him. But I'm still DEEPLY in love with him."

"...no, you won't have him. They are human too, they have feelings. They are not toys. I... I like him."

"Pathetic love from you won't get you anywhere."

Suddenly a familiar voice popped up in my mind, or is it in my mind..?

I looked behind of my back, to see NamJoon standing there.

I see the other members too.

"Hye Soo."

Hye Soo's eyes were wide,
"NamJoon? When are you here? Did you hear everything?"

"So am I a toy for you?"

"N-no, you heard it! I'm still deeply in love with you!"

"What happens when you get over me? You are doing it to every guy!"

She looked to me and pointed,
"It was you! You set me up to this trap!"

NamJoon held my arm,
"And you were caught."

Hye Soo was shocked; as the same as me. It's been a long time since he touched me, or even talked to me.

"I thought you would change Hye Soo, but all I did for you was just a joke for you. This conversation is over, and the same for us."

NamJoon intertwined my hands with his and we got out of the empty hall.
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*Hehe finally :)))*