V's POV
I've been hiding it.
The alarm rang loudly through my ears.
I tell you something.
I put my arm around her body, but it wasn't there... she must be at work early, again.
Just to leave it buried.
I turned off the alarm and headed to the kitchen where I'd find her note.
Dear Tae,
I'll be at work by the time I wake up, and I won't be home until late, don't wait up, okay? Please eat and don't over work yourself.
I smiled. Her note made me smile like an idiot every morning.
Now I can't endure it anymore
Part of me knew something was wrong, it knew that it was my fault, but they part the stronger part, V, convinced me otherwise.
Why couldn't I say it then? I have been hurting anyway.
I didn't know want to do. My feelings were mixed. She's fine I'm fine. I smiled, but it wasn't my smile, it was V's. He was winning.
Really I won't be able to endure anymore.
I pushed everything on my counter onto the ground.
I knew what I did, but I won't let myself believe it.
I hurt her. STOP LYING TO YOURSELF.
I kept thinking I hurt her, but V won't let me believe it.
He told me I did nothing wrong, that she was fine.
And I believed him.
Even if I try to hide it, or conceal it, it can't be erased.
Tears flowed down my face before I could realize what's happening.
Please dry my eyes.
My knees fell out beneath me, I was on the ground hands covered in blood.
Where I can't turn back the red blood is flowing down.
I finally realized what I've done. It hit me like bus.
Please let me be punished.
I killed her.
Please forgive me for my sins.
Please.
That was really bad😂😂 the story was supposed to be that V, told Taehyung to kill "her" , in this case V would be his inner self who's mentally insane, then afterwards V convinced Tae that she was still alive and he did nothing wrong but he finally figured it out and is now filled with guilt.
