Loving Daisy

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She put a plate in front of me as I sat there still looking at the wall with emotionless eyes.

"Eat up, please." She whispered to me.

I ignored her.

I couldn't eat.

I couldn't sleep.

Hell, I couldn't even talk.

I continued staring at the wall.

My life is hell, it's his fault.

"Please, baby." She begged as she cried.

I continued to ignore her.

"I can't lose you too, please eat your food." She said.

Then I finally turned my head to her with my emotionless eyes as she flinched.

Then I finally said my first words in a month.

"I want to die." I said then got up.

I heard a sob come from her mouth but I continued walking back to my room.

"Wait!" I heard her yell.

I didn't listen to her I walked into my bathroom and locked it.

I heard banging on the door.

"Finally." I whispered to myself.

I was just another broken lost soul.

Memories of the past came flooding back.

I took the razor on the side of my tube and cut my arm, 4 cuts, 8, cuts, 12 cuts.

I let the blood drip onto the tile floor.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

Then I heard police sirens.

"This will be over. Finally." I whispered as I opened the mirror to find my medication that I didnt need anymore.

I took 7 out and swallowed them.

After 5 minutes police came knocking down the door to the bathroom as I fell to the ground.

I was a broken 11 year old girl.

And this is one hell of a fucked up world or maybe I'm just a fucked up person.