EUNJUNG'S POV
Time check....11:44 pm
Few minutes more and a new day will start but here I am still awake watching two people sleeping on the same bed with me.
I'm afraid to close my eyes for some reason.
I'm afraid to wake up and face tomorrow because of my problems and I'm also afraid that when I close my eyes she's gone again.
Yes, Jiyeon is here too.
Eunji was sleeping peacefully between us.
I bet Eunji was very happy because she was smiling even when she's asleep.
"Why you're still awake?"
I almost fell on the bed when Jiyeon suddenly speaks.
Her eyes were still close.
"Are you awake or just talking in your sleep?" I ask.
"I'm still awake and aware that you're staring at me" She said and open her eyes.
I look away.
"I'm not staring at you" I said and get up.
I can't sleep like this.
I feel so much fear right now.
I stand by the window and look outside
Of course there's nothing much to see there but the sky was so bright.
It'll be full moon on the next day.
"You're disturbed" Jiyeon said from behind.
I didn't respond to her.
Yeah, I feel so disturbed right now.
I'm scared about lots of things.
I don't know why and which of those I fear the most.
I wanted to cry but at the same time I don't want to.
I don't know what to do and right now I just want to be totally invisible.
I can't find comfort until I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist from my back.
"Stop thinking too much. Whatever happens I'll be with you" She said.
Those are simple words and it's indeed a simple hug but it gives me so much comfort.
I turn around and face her then pull her closer to me.
She's not my wife, I'm aware but she's allowing me to treat her like this.
I know it'll be unfair to her if in case she falls for me but I need this right now.
"Why are you crying?" She asks.
I didn't know that tears were already streaming down my face.
"I can see her in you no matter what do" I said to her.
Somehow I'm still hesitating because she doesn't deserve someone like me.
She deserves better.
"Then, let me be her if that's what would make you feel better. I don't want to see you like this. It hurts in here for some reasons" She said pointing at her heart.
"I don't know Eunjung. I feel so confused too. I don't know you but my heart seems to know you so well. There's something in me that always want to be with you and Eunji." She said.
"I feel the same" I said
We look into each other's eyes.
I'm still crying and she's a bit teary now.
