The blade slides slowly
Across my scarred wrist
Bringing an adrenaline
Rush
Letting me know
I'm still here
But you don't understand
Why
I do this
They call me names
Freak, emo ,lesbian
Among many fouler
They shove me
In hallways, at games, even in class
You wonder why
But you don't know
You'll never know
I tell you I'm messed up
You don't even know the half
Of it
My life is an endless sprial of pain
I want it to end
But it's still too soon
The blood is pooling now
Red, vibrant, warm
Its almost comforting
They did this to me
Never
I was never like this
Now I am
Are they happy now?
They laugh when they see
Me in all black
I do wear these hoodies for good reason
You see this isn't a game
This is my life your toying with
Are you happy now?!
Is this is still one big joke?!
One joke gone wrong.
Haha! Laugh all you want
It's all fun and games till
I cut too deep
Then who will save me?
Not you, nor him
Or even her
Not me of course
Definately not me
I'm fading now
So this is my goodbye.
