fanzoned • e.d

eleven

me: so do you like it babe?

ethan: yes i do hun ;)

me: i just want to say that you make me so happy

me: and i love you :)

ethan: awe i got the feels

me: i was wondering, what do you like about me?

me: i'm so lame lol

ethan: nah i am

ethan: you're confident, beautiful, and funny af

me: i'm blushing

me: but i wasn't always like this

ethan: what do you mean?

me: i tried to kill myself two years ago

me: yeah ik plot twist lol

me: while laying in the hospital bed, i found your youtube videos and it made me feel so much better

me: very cliche but true tho

ethan: first of all, thank you for being here today

ethan: i never talked to a suicide survivor before so idk what to say

me: it's okay lol but you saved my life (in a way)

ethan: talk to me whenever you're feeling down or whatever

ethan: actually talk to me whenever babe

me: oooH you called me babe

me: you love me now aha

ethan: good news! we are coming to chicago in three days

me: don't change the topic hehe

me: but i'm so excited to meet you

me: i'm meeting the love of my life who fanzoned me

ethan: i can't believe you remembered that

ethan: and i'm meeting a girl that i might be in love with ;)

me: i'm totally not freaking me out

me: omg

me: blush blush blush you are my big fat crush

ethan: slick

me: now you know a bit of my story, what's your story?

march 9, 2017

9:53pm

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