Lust Companion

Lust Companion [Prologue]

- Prologue –

I know that whatever we are doing is wrong, considering that we are both in a committed relationship. But, what can I do? I can't resist him, and I know he is unable resist me, too. What's so wrong about what we're doing? I just want to be happy! Damn it!

I want to feel pleasure in ways I can never imagine. Unfortunately, for some reason, my boyfriend doesn't want to have any sexual interaction with me. He's such a prude. Yeah, I'm the one who demands sex. However, my boyfriend (or better known as the guy whom my parents want me to marry) respects me too much. He hasn't even been to first base. Years of relationship and all I have to show for are several kisses on the cheek.

Isn't he even a bit attracted to me? I've tried every trick in the book, from seducing him, getting him drunk, and actually asking for sex right in front him, but it's no good, he didn't even flinch.

Whenever I feel hot and horny, I feel stressed out, so, I have to find release. Gladly, I found it with Austin.

We've been "buddies" ever since we entered college. Aren't we so lustful? Although we do stick to one, technically, stick to two. Insert sarcastic laughing here. I lost my virginity to him, and he lost his to me. Ever since then, if one feels horny, the other one must comply.

We've been friends ever since we were in 5th grade, so we have this certain bond, but this unsure connection between us was emphasized the month after we graduated. The summer before college started, and we got naughty; touching each other, this and that, but we don't ever kiss.

Believe it or not, I don't have my first kiss yet, and I'm assuming so does Austin, and there's a reason for that. We made a deal a few years ago that whoever loses their first kiss first, will be the slave of the winner for an entire month. No kissing also makes our situation seem more of like dream rather than reality. It seems like shallow reasoning thinking about it now, but we're having fun. I'm having fun.

When it comes to sex, we obviously always use protection. It's either I buy it or he buys. Recently, we've been buying packs, one for his flat and one for my apartment. I honestly hold a disdain with birth pills as they mess up my cycle and weight. Also, I hate needles, so condom is our only precaution. I don't want to get pregnant now, I have my life ahead of me—I have so many plans. I'm also pretty sure that Austin wouldn't agree to be a parent at this age. He doesn't like me that way, anyway, although I do like him.

So yeah, that's my story, we are both in a committed relationship. But my boyfriend and Austin's girlfriend are oblivious to what's happening between us, so it's all good... well, that's what we thought.

- End of Prologue –