Misunderstood Thoughts💭

I thought she was my escape from all my worries known & unknown struggles but she happened to be a temporary pleasure with distance that allowed me to wander off occasionally as life went on & she was all i ever needed in it.... Damn i wonder how often does she think of me even if she does period why must she have this captivating smile & mystery im so attracted to i found myself falling in her broken heart & ending up broken too but yet i will do it all again for this mystery unknown addiction of her i have within a distance my love for her never wandered just hurt & caused sleepless nights as my eyes began to burn from crying so much & left me in a lonely bed with nothing but misery of my own heart break i caused for letting myself fall short of a love only i was feeling...... But again this distant love was only a temporary pleasure within distance....💭

Just some random thoughts
These are real thoughts uncut & not edited.

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