Healing Of Hearts✔(Shivika)

Accident

*Hide and Survive*

Anika's pov-

"Anika,
Don't think much...
Everything will be alright soon...
Just take care of yourself and Ansh."Om said over the phone.

It's his daily routine.

Every morning he calls me to ask if I need anything,any help...

But he can't do anything to heal my broken heart.

He is my only friend who knows where I'm.

He is the only person I'm in contact with.

The one who helped me to run away from there.

The person who is more than friend,more like a brother to me.

Ansh also love him so much.

After all he is the only one family member we both have.

Ansh is the Ansh of love...love of mine and my Shivaay ...

I wasn't aware that I was pregnant when I left him.

As they said,

Everything happens for a reason,

And Ansh happened as the only reason to live my life.

Thought I hadn't moved on completely from my love for Shivaay but I know how to smile,how to live, how to hide my pain.

I'm like some girls before few decades who do suicide or became robotic or stop living there life.

I believe in living with hiding.

Everyone here who knows me will never able to see the long lasting grief inside my heart because I haven't given them any right to see in it.

For them I'm the most cheerful,
happy-go-lucky girl who's husband is on some business trip for 3 years leaving us here as Ansh is too small to go out and roam around the world.

Yes,
I have hide my identity as well as my past so that no one knows about me and not accept my son as it's like a taboo.

I wanted my son and me to live like another normal people.

I lied and I survived.

I love my son more than anything because he remains me of Shivaay.

The Same  dark green attractive eyes,smile and maybe nose.

He looks just like his father.

And I got my love, my Shivaay in him.

Whenever I feel alone,lonely...
Whenever I miss my Shivaay ...

I shower my love on my baby.

For our survival,
I'm working in the hospital as a receptionist.

They paid me not that much but it's enough for us.

I know some of you will be in shock as I selected this job...

But I'm helpless.

I was so determined since my school time to do job in hospital...
To work for society...
To help others...

And so that I had chosen my profession as a doctor.

Yeah,
I'm a doctor,A Gynaecologist.