It Hurts

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Jungkook's POV

Ah, there he is. He's so beautiful. His soft brown hair, his pink plump lips, his cute puffy cheeks.

"Yah, Jungkook, stop drooling", Yoongi said.

"A-Ah, what?", I said while wiping my drool.

"Confess to the boy already", Namjoon said.

"I can't", I sighed and leaned back into my chair.

"Why not, hm?", Jin asked.

"What if he doesn't like me back", I pouted.

"I'll help you", we all turned to the voice.

Ah, Taehyung, Jimin's best friend. He is pretty and cute. But I have my eyes for Jimin.

"Huh?", I asked.

"Since you like him a lot, I'll help you", he gave me a soft smile.

"Oh my gosh, you are so cute!", Hoseok yelled.

He ran up to Taehyung and gave him a tight hug. Taehyung giggled by the sudden action.

"So, is that a yes?", he asked.

I hesitated, but nodded slowly.

"Okay, meet me tomorrow at the cafe", he was about to walk away, when Hoseok stopped him.

Hoseok whispered something in his ear, which made him blush bright pink. I was curious on what he said, but shrugged it off.

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"So, what do you like about Jimin?", Tae asked while sipping his coffee.

"...His lips, hair, eyes, puffy cheeks, personality, his laugh, his smile-"

"Okay, that's enough", he chuckled.

"But do you know what he likes?"

I shook my head no. He sighed and crossed his arms.

"He likes to sing and dance, his favorite color's are blue and black, his favorite foods are pork, chicken, etc. He'll eat anything", I nodded.

"Well, Jimin is coming in 5 minutes", he said calmly.

"What?!", I yelled.

"Calm your shit down, you gotta get to know him right?"

I sighed and leaned back into my chair. I nodded slowly and took a sip of my coffee.

"He's coming in 5"

Shit, what am I going to do?!

"4"

What are we going to talk about?!

"3"

What if I make a fool out of myself!!

"2"

What if he doesn't like me?!

"1"

Shit..!

"There you guys are!", I looked up and watched Jimin sit next to Tae.

"Hey Jimin", Tae smiled.

"Hello", he replied.

"Ah, Jungkook right?", he asked.

"A-Ah right!", REALLY?! I had to fucking stutter!!

I blushed and looked down. He chuckled.

"W-Well I'm gonna go, try to get to know e-each other okay? Bye guys...", Tae got up, grabbed his bag and left.

Taehyung's POV

I got up and left the two.

Don't cry Tae, don't make a fool out of yourself. You're strong. Strong people don't cry.

I started feeling dizzy. I winced once I felt my head started pounding.

Shit! Where are my pills!

I looked through my bag, trying to find a certain orange bottle. I grabbed the bottle and opened it. I took out two pills and put them in my mouth, I don't care if I needed water.

I calmed down once I took them. I sighed and put the bottle back into my bag.

I hate these pills. But I have to keep taking them. They make me calm down, they make me not feel depress.

I walked into my quiet home and closed the door behind me. I went straight to my bedroom and set my bag on the floor. I laid on my bed.

I sighed while thinking about Jungkook and Jimin. I wonder how they are doing right now.

Ah, Jungkook...

I wonder what it feels like to hold his hand, to hug him, to go on a date with him, to cuddle with him, to kiss him...

What does it feel like to kiss the one you love?

"It hurts seeing you having eyes on someone instead of me", I couldn't take it anymore. I let my tears fall down my cheeks.

You're so pathetic Taehyung, a strong person shouldn't cry. It seems like you're weak. Jungkook will never have his eyes on you. He loves Jimin, just remember that.